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| 【書摘】女逃亡者—阿爾貝蒂娜的出走 (Albertines departure) 7 Sans doute le soir en rentrant je trouvais encore, m’ôtant la respiration, m’étouffant du vide de la solitude, les souvenirs, juxtaposés en une interminable série, de tous les soirs où Albertine m’attendaiti; mais déjà je trouvais ainsi le souvenir de la veille, de l’avant-veille et des deux soirs précédents, c’est-à-dire le souvenir des quatre soirs écoulés depuis le départ d’Albertine, pendant lesquels j’étais resté sans elle, seul, où cependant j’avais vécu, quatre soirs déjà, faisant une bande de souvenirs bien mince à côté de l’autre, mais que chaque jour qui s’écoulerait allait peut-être étoffer. (l’édition Gallimard, Paris, 1946-47) 晚上回家我無疑還能尋覓到一連串無盡無休的回憶，對阿爾貝蒂娜等待我的每個夜晚的回憶，它們使我透不過氣，孤寂引起的空虛感令我窒息；然而我同時也已經開始了對昨天，對前天的回憶，對前天以前的兩個夜晚的回憶，即對阿爾貝蒂娜出走後逝去的四個夜晚的回憶，在這四個夜晚我一人獨處，沒有她的陪伴，我總算生活過來了。四個夜晚已經形成了一串回憶，它比那一連串無盡無休的回憶當然單薄許多，但即將逝去的每個日子都可能將它們充實起來。 (p.32 追憶似水年華 VI 女逃亡者 聯經版 1992) No doubt when I came home at night I still found, taking my breath away, stifling me in the vacuum of solitude, the memories placed end to end in an interminable series of all the evenings upon which Albertine had been waiting for me; but already I found in this series my memory of last night, of the night before and of the two previous evenings, that is to say the memory of the four nights that had passed since Albertine’s departure, during which I had remained without her, alone, through which nevertheless I had lived, four nights already, forming a string of memories that was very slender compared with the other, but to which every new day would perhaps add substance. (Translated by C. K. Scott Moncrieff) No doubt in the evening when I came home I still found memories which left me breathless and suffocating with emptiness and loneliness, memories juxtaposed in an interminable series of all the evenings when Albertine was waiting for me; but already I found the memory of the day before, the day before that and the two preceding evenings, that is the memory of the four evenings which had passed since Albertines departure, during which I had remained on my own without her, yet when I had none the less survived for four evenings already, composing a very thin layer of memories compared to the others, but which might perhaps thicken with every passing day. (Translated by Peter Collier) |
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