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| 【書摘】女逃亡者—阿爾貝蒂娜之死 (Albertine’s death) 3-2 L’élan de ces souvenirs si tendres, venant se briser contre l’idée qu’Albertine était morte, m’oppressait par l’entrechoc de flux si contrariés que je ne pouvais rester immobilei; je me levais, mais tout d’un coup je m’arrêtais, terrasséi; le même petit jour que je voyais, au moment où je venais de quitter Albertine, encore radieux et chaud de ses baisers, venait tirer au-dessus des rideaux sa lame maintenant sinistre, dont la blancheur froide, implacable et compacte entrait, me donnant comme un coup de couteau. (l’édition Gallimard, Paris, 1946-47) 這滿含柔情的回憶的衝動與「她已逝去」的概念互相衝撞起來碎成一片一片，這兩股互相對立的思緒的互相衝擊竟使我氣悶到再也無法呆著不動了；我站起身，可是我又驀地停住發起愣來；我離開阿爾貝蒂娜，滿心喜悅地帶著她的熱吻走出來時看見的正是這樣的曙光，眼下這縷曙光正在窗簾的上端抽出它那已變得不祥的利刃，利刃上發白的，厚密而無情的寒光彷彿正朝著我一刀刺了過來。 (p.68~69 追憶似水年華 VI 女逃亡者 聯經版 1992) The rush of these tender memories sweeping on to break against the knowledge that Albertine was dead oppressed me by the incessant conflict of their baffled waves so that I could not keep still; I rose, but all of a sudden I stopped in consternation; the same faint daybreak that I used to see at the moment when I had just left Albertine, still radiant and warm with her kisses, had come into the room and bared, above the curtains, its blade now a sinister portent, whose whiteness, cold, implacable and compact, entered the room like a dagger thrust into my heart. (Translated by C. K. Scott Moncrieff) The wave of such tender memories, coming to break over the idea that Albertine was dead, overwhelmed me with the clash of such contrary tides that I could not stay still; I got up, but suddenly I stopped dead in my tracks; the same early light of dawn that I used to see at the time when I had just left Albertine, feeling still warm and radiant from her kisses, had just drawn over my curtains its now frnereal blade, whose cold, dense and implacable whiteness entered and struck me like a knife blow. (Translated by Peter Collier) |
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