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那年春天，教牧同工靈修會上，當蔡麗蓉教士邀請我為號角寫些「感性一點」的文稿時，我隱隱看見一座橋在我面前展開。 回到家後，我立刻開始構思。從「微風吹過」、「夫妻之道」、到「我心我家」；將近五年了，那橋彷彿一個梯子，不斷地悄悄向上延伸。
也曾為導向雜誌及愛聲報寫了十多年的專欄，也曾藉著書寫的管道、領受過無限美好。然而，過去五年，號角在我生命中所帶出來的，卻是前所未有、不可思議的震撼與衝擊。
那是聖靈的相遇！
從「不要白白受苦」、到「我還沒有放棄」，透過號角對我的信任與栽培，我感恩又驚喜地發現，神不但藉著這些心靈釋放的書寫、引領我進入一個更完全更深度的內在醫治，祂同時也要把我煉就成一個更謙卑更順服的「負傷醫治者」 ( a wounded healer)， 好讓我更有能力去幫助其他受苦的靈魂。
欣逢號角月報創刊25週年，我獻上感恩之心；如一縷馨香的祭，漸入天聽。
One beautiful spring afternoon in 2008 at a Pastors' Retreat when Missionary Phoebe invited me to write “something inspiring” for the Herald Christian Monthly, I somehow saw a bridge unfold in front of me.
Upon returning home, I started to write. Through the columns of “The Gentle Breezes”, “For Couples” and “My Heart My Home”, it has been almost 5 years and the unfolding bridge is continuing to stretch upward.
Though I had done column writings for Steering Magazine and The Agape Monthly for over ten years, and had tasted great comfort from the labor I put, but nothing similar ever happened to me like the impact I have been experiencing since five years ago.
This is the Encounter of the Holy Spirit!
From “Do Not Suffer in Vain” to “I Am Not Giving Up Yet”, my Lord my God has been intensively working on me through all these writings; not only He leads me to a more complete and deeper inner healing, but also He continues to refine me so that I can be an even more humble and submissive “wounded healer”, so that I could be even better use of helping other suffering souls.
To celebrate the 25th anniversary of the Herald Christian Monthly, I am offering my heart of thanksgiving; may it be a sweet, sweet aroma which will reach up, and up, and up........
(By Julia Chou)
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