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浪漫淪陷(30)蹲下是為了躍起
2007/05/15 10:35:05瀏覽603|回應4|推薦11

 

母親節早上,老K依然一大早來小春家報到,複習功課直到中午,美玲阿姨買了烤鴨和披薩留他吃午餐,他猜想美玲阿姨一定忘了今天是什麼日子,他也不忍心在小春面前提起,只好躲進廁所發簡訊給弟弟說不能回家陪媽媽吃午餐了。
老K在小春家逗著兩位美女說說笑笑,吃到兩點,小春卻開始趕人:「不早了,你回家吧!」
美玲阿姨不解小春的用意,還想老K再多留一會兒,正好老K也不想走,耗到兩點半,門鈴響了。
是周牧仰。
小春一臉尷尬地對擠到門口的老K說:「那……我要出去了。」
老K故作鎮定,其實心頭滴血:「去去去,妳好好去玩吧!我們是死黨,有約會幹嘛不早說?真是太見外了!」
小春就這樣跟周牧仰跑了。
老K傷心的回家,把自己關在房間裡,反覆聽著阿姆那首<Stan>……
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all. The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all…
突然他有了一個邪惡的計畫。
他打電話給聖露西亞,他說要去找她。她說好。
他衝出家門,上了計程車,途中買了炒飯道具,然後飛奔到他老爸送給聖露西亞的小套房,把所有的情緒都化作性愛的爆發力,狠狠地翻雲覆雨。
雖然激情,但是他沒有忘記在伸手進背包拿保險套時趁便按下錄音鍵。
晚上回到家,他自製一張光碟,放入信封袋,悄悄塞進他老爸的公事包裡。

光碟正面寫著:
聖露西亞幫我轉大人了。宇培

這麼做讓他有一種墜入地獄的感覺,但是,管他的!
蹲下是為了躍起,墜落是為了上升。
〈斷背山〉作者Annie Proulxy在她另一篇作品〈荒草天涯盡頭〉結尾寫道:「人生最重要的是歷久不衰的能力……久站不離去,總有一天會輪到你坐下。」
只要撐得夠久,終有一天輪到他?That is a question.

 

Stan (屎蛋)
Vocal:Eminem/Dido
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after 'thunder' noise
[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up?   Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan
{Chorus: Dido}
[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, 'No.'
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too
{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So
this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, 'In the Air of the Night'
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*} Shut up bitch!   I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
{*car tires squeal*}   {*CRASH*}
.. {*brief silence*} .. {*LOUD splash*}
{Chorus: Dido}
[Eminem]
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad?   Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!

 

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謝謝張爺指點!
2007/05/17 13:26

謝謝張爺技術指導!

另外,我把Dido 的< Thank you > 在YouTube的MV網址也貼出來,和阿姆改裝後的風味完全不同,請大家欣賞~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NpKgqUum2g&mode=related&search=


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行距
2007/05/16 14:16

先在Word上排版,調整:

格式→段落→行距→固定行高

格式→段落→與前段距離

再貼上來


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To鳳彩翎
2007/05/16 00:46
真是對不起,今天我一直搞不定這個網誌,先是字體大小和行距不對,再來是它一直不讓我空行,我快被搞瘋了,請原諒~~

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建議
2007/05/15 14:16

     字再一點