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I die for to have intimacy with potential one around me. To me, intimacy is, "You know me and you still like me." It is feeling safe with another person. When I want to have intimacy with someone, I will let my guard down and lay my emotions bare before the person. I would talk about my deeper and deeper wants, needs, desires thoughts, and fears. Why I choose you to have intimate relationship with you? The reason is because you accept and comfort me when I am vulnerable. Furthermore, I feel and believe You will enrich my life. You show honesty, warmth, and appreciation toward me. You bring me joy. When we share the same music, books, and films, I feel the two of us are connectedly beautifully and deeply. I try hard to let my real partner to be that person. But now it seems that he is too occupied and depressed for that. He tends to feel angry and critical with me. He argues against my thoughts, ideas, feelings, and experiences. He even ignores me when I am enthusiastic about something He always makes me feel confused with his reactions to my words, thoughts, feelings, experiences. He even argues for no apparent reason. Life becomes most stress and responsibility only with him. I am naturally out of balance. I feel it’s a terrible emotional abuse and I have endured it for so long that I take it for granted till you inspire me and make me aware of this problem. I always feel respectful and thankful for him and need him to treat me in the same way. I know it’s never too late to make efforts for that. And it’s my most desirable tasks to have intimacy with you…and with my husband. Are you willing and available to have intimacy with me? To be each other’s audience for our roles in our lives………. |
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