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The men in Anne's life.
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The men in Anne’s life.
Father: Father had been a very vague image for Anne since her father had to sail overseas for years as a seaman. However, the distant relationship between daughter and father augmented their affection to each other. Anne’s father’s appreciation for Anne’s tender and obedient personality is not less than Anne’s respect for her father laborious dedication to support the poverty-stricken family. They loved each other deeply even the constant fights between Anne’s father and mother; they were close with each other even the poison slander that Anne was a bastard, not her father’s blood daughter. In Anne’s little mind, she was resolved to marry the man alike her father. Consequently, being honest, frank, domestic, responsible, the personality that Anne appreciated from her father were the requirement for her Mr. Right. Furthermore, Fathers in Anne’s church were also her candidates for her Mr. Charming. In Anne’s Platonic romance, only stoic and saint-like men could catch her eyes for her strong sense of insecurity and inferiority instructed her that only these charitable men would be willing to accept and even save her who got weak, hurt, afflicted by disastrous violence in her parents’ fights, gossip, and destitution. This fantastic fairy tale didn’t only quench Anne’s thirst for romance but also served as a protective shield from any attack from her bookworm image, ill body, dysfunctional family, and pessimistic tendency. As a result, Anne neither felt lonely nor aspired to have romantic relationship with any guys until she felt that she was ready who got her first teaching job and became financial independent at her age of 23.

Anne’s First Man: He is Anne’s significant person who taught Anne what the relationship really is between man and woman and what kind of guy is Anne’s best choice for a life-long company. And the great gifts from this relationship were the numerous crisis which offered Anne chances to aware how poor her self-confidence was that she chose this notorious guy to torture her for such a long time. Thanks to his womanizing, selfish, arrogant, and capricious personality, Anne realize that marrying an aboriginal guy who lives near her home and has a stable job is not her premium requirement to her Mr. Right. It’s hard for Anne to find an aboriginal guy who near her home and has a stable job so Anne cared this relationship so much that she was doomed to fail. When Anne found that the man who had done proposal to her made another lady have his child at the same time, the dramatic plot was not more ridiculous to Anne than the guy’s excuse for the failure relationship. The guy who let Anne savor the sweetest and bitterness in romance just left Anne who had survived the first calamity of her life by taking sleeping pills for one year with one excuse: You love me too much to make it through. It was Anne’s first relationship and her first and also final lesson she takes in romantic class before her marriage.

Anne’s Husband: Anne met his husband, her so called savior while she was drowning in her romantic failure. Anne was still in poor self-confidence so it’s better to say that her husband choice her to be his wife rather than Anne take initiation to make a choice. Except for the same last name, Anne’s husband is totally different from her first man. Her husband is humble, honest, kind, and loyal. And the most important is they both come from poverty-stricken family and they both are hardworking person. The same experience and traits are essential bonds to contact them closely even the distant space and different culture had challenge them for four years before their marriage. Everything seems to be perfect but Anne knows that there are still many parts to be desire in their relationship. However, marriage is a commitment, especially involving having kids. There are still tough parts in the marriage and Anne’s know that managing her relationship with her husband would be her life-long career after she failed her mother’s expectation to be a Nurse dedicating to God. There are seldom romantic and fire-like passion between them but the comfortable silence between them is the most exclusive and wonderful part to Anne. Anne knows that she have to love what she chooses, even though she didn’t really make a choice. However, her husband is definitely the best gift she gets from her life.

Anne’s distant lovers: Anne is always on the track of self-improvement. She needs audiences sometime to celebrate her efforts. Moreover, she needs to equip herself well with abundant self-confidence and positive power from a completely positive relationship in order to face lots of stress and challenge in her real life. Therefore she always need and have virtual reality lover, distant lovers, imaging lovers who don’t appear in her real life. They most come from Anne’s imagination. Everyone can be her distant lovers as long as he has the function to “spell a magic” in her life. Maybe it’s better to say everyone who is helpful to boost her self-confidence. For Anne knows that love relationship is mainly related to her self-confidence. No one can hurt her without her permission and no one can love her as much as she loves herself.

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