In the past
I did not want to let anyone really know me

After I have you,
I find that I am telling you things about me
that I long ago forgot
--uptight, sensitive, emotional, exuberant, unrestrained, sentimental, eager, impassioned, untamed…

Maybe my words are grandiose; my manner is delusive.
However, they are all part of me which are enforced with the fervent intent to win your heart.

In the past
I only wanted people to see the best of me

After I have you,
I find that I do not mind your seeing my weakness
--the ugly, overwhelming, shaky, deranged

Maybe you are fed with my worry-ridden stories and inattentive fantasy.
However they are mainly support for our space-limited relationship.

In the past
I did not care how to relax and enjoy the moment.

After I have you,
I find that I have a new sensitivity towards everyone
because my softest and joyful emotions have been
awakened by you
--a carefree, optimistic, and ardent mind of state.

Maybe no one but only you experience these part of me.
However, it is a mysterious and indispensable refugee of mine to strick balance in my stressed life.

In the past few months,
I presumed that I have lost all of above and the world between you and me.

After I got your recent call, the confidence and faith in our relationship are ignited again.

I always thought that
our kind of relationship
only existed in dreams -

Now
I have found out that
our kind of relationship
is even better
than my dreams and the past
and the love that
I have discovered
is all from you!