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|This eve I condemned Ed cause he bought chocolate in his gathering with his friends. I told him he’s not supposed to have candy because it’s not good for his health (Well, that’s another long story). But I regretted right after I blamed him. I guess next time he would still buy chocolate - but behind my back.
I was not in a good mood, which may be the main thing. I have 200+ students sitting their exam tomorrow morning, plus an honors student’s thesis is due, and another important task due on one day after. Plus, I injured myself in Yoga, haven’t exercise for about two weeks, and was worrying for a good friend who has been sick for… month(s).
And I was worrying for our finance too. My paycheck can only afford our daily life – I mean normal expenses but not for any extra needs. I know I shouldn’t, since it’s obviously of no use to worry for things in the future but… It’s still quite scary to see the numbers on my bank accounts. They are just approaching zero! (Well, it’s not that bad but I have to save for accidental expenses so mentally they are zero for me)
Ed watched two movies today. It’s actually not too much but… for me it’s still a luxurious good which I may not consume. Well, but I should not say anything since I said yes before he went – how I could reject him since all his friends don’t need to consider their finance. Sigh...
I guess I have to make it clear to him that he should use his own $$ to buy chocolates next time. I think it would work for him since he would use his money wisely. Sorry, mum is definitely far from a Saint – but I am grateful I still have chances to amend things since my two kids are quite willing to listen to me – for most of the time.
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