最近發生了很多事(事情保密ˇ)，

一時間，頹廢感、壓力、無力、墮落感全部塞滿我的腦袋，怎麼趕也趕不走

但就算如此，生活還是要過

我實在不想讓這些情緒影響到我的正常生活，於是帶起了假面具，繼續裝成快快樂樂的普通學生

我偽裝的技巧從小學五年級就開始練習，現在已經可以到出神入化的境界

如果我有意隱瞞，幾乎沒人能看得出我是裝的

當然，最近因為情緒起伏實在太大，有時候一不小心裝過頭、被同學罵白目 = =

後來我實在受不了，偷偷發了一篇文，並設密碼

我自認那密碼其實滿好解的，只要把我的文看得仔細些，就可以知道答案

所以，我發那篇文的意義就是希望有人看到，但不要是一般人

只有願意瞭解真正情況的人才能進去

當然啦，那個人就是葉亦

那天晚上我們聊了很久，當時我們採取音樂治療法ˇ

他介紹我聽了很多音樂，都是英文的ˇ

首先是這首菲爾柯林斯的Son of Man

(抱歉找不到中譯歌詞(笑)，本人也只是大致看得懂、沒辦法一句一句翻）

接下來是這首 At The Beginning ，

事實上……它是一首情歌((笑

但因為氣氛實在熱鬧、曲調輕快，聽著聽著心情也跟著high起來

所以我也滿喜歡的ˇ

(這首歌也有鋼琴演奏版，一樣不錯聽，有興趣的人可以去youtue查ˇ)

We were strangers, starting out on a journey.　我們是旅行中的陌生人
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through.　不曉得將會經歷何事
Now here we are, and I'm suddenly standing at the beginning with you.　如今交會，突然之間，和你同時站在起點

No one told me, I was going to find you.　沒人告訴我，我會找到妳
Unexpected, what you did to my heart.　料想不到，妳竟會深入我心坎
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me this is the start.　當我失去了希望，妳卻提醒我，現在才只是開始而已

* And life is a road and I want to keep going.　生命是條漫長的道路，而我要繼續走下去
Love is a river I want to keep flowing.　愛情是條讓我想永續沉淪的河
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey.　生命是條路，現在和永遠，是趟美妙的旅程
I'll be there when the world stops turning.　當世界停止運轉，我依然還在
I'll be there when the storm is through.　當暴風雨過後，我依然還在
In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you.　到最後，我要和你一起站在起點 *

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure.　我們是瘋狂冒險的陌生人
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true.　想不到夢想竟會成真
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future,　如今我們站在一塊，不怕未來如何
At the beginning with you.　和你一起站在起點

(Repeat * )

Knew there was somebody somewhere.　我已經等了太久
I need love in the dark.　明白我的愛在某處
Now I know the dream will live on.　黑暗中我需要愛
I've been waiting so long.　如今我明白夢將延續
Nothing is going to tear us apart.　什麼也無法將我們分開

(Repeat * )

Life is a road and I want to keep going.　生命是條漫長的道路，而我要繼續走下去
Love is a river I want to keep flowing on.　愛情是條讓我想永續沉淪的河
Starting out on a journey.　開始旅行吧！

Life is a road and I want to keep going.　生命是條漫長的道路，而我要繼續走下去
Love is a river I want to keep flowing.　愛情是條讓我想永續沉淪的河
In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you.　到最後，我要和你一起站在起點

最後一首是不久前很有名的Bad day，今日有幸，有時間聽完全部ˇ

真的好聽XD 我只能這麼講

尤其是他那有意無意的頹廢風實在太棒啦XD

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
　

中文歌詞

當你最需要好運的時候 它在哪裡
你無耐地踢起了地上的落葉所有的魔力都消失了
他們告訴我 你蔚藍的天空漸漸變灰
他們告訴我 你熱情的抱負漸漸冷淡
Hey 朋友! 我不想看到你就這樣半途而廢

你站在危險沮喪的邊緣
你帶著偽裝的笑容 拿著咖啡 從我面前走過
你告訴我 你的人生彷彿像電腦斷線般沒有了動力
每一次 你都跌的粉身碎骨
Hey 朋友! 我不希望你就這樣放棄

你只是一時地不順遂
你只是剛好意志消沉
你只是唱了一首悲傷的歌
轉個身 一切就雨過天晴
你說 你很茫然
你告訴我 別再偽裝了
Hey 朋友! 那就帶著微笑 兜兜風去吧
你只是一時的低潮
照相機拍出你的沮喪
但這只是短暫的
一切不順心 都將消失不見
你根本也不會去再乎它
因為這只是一時的不順遂
一切都會雨過天晴

朋友 你只需要一個充滿藍天的假期
不用去管身邊的人說什麼  不用去管身邊的人如何嘲笑
Hey 朋友! 我希望看見你努力堅持下去
(Oh.. Holiday..) Oh~ 一個美好的假期

人生難免會遇到許多瓶頸
你總會遇到一些的是是非非
你無法去挽救
但你可以堅強的去扭轉頹勢
Hey 朋友! 我說的沒錯吧!!

當你我需要熱情的時候 它在哪裡
你無耐地踢散那一地的落葉時所有的好運瞬間消失

你只是一時地不順遂
你只是剛好意志消沉
你只是唱了一首悲傷的歌
轉個身 一切就雨過天晴
你說 你很茫然
你告訴我 別再偽裝了
Hey 朋友! 那就帶著微笑 兜兜風去吧

你只是一時地低潮
你會看見你所想要的
如果再次遇到困難 你將會有勇氣去挑戰
因為這只是一時的不順遂
一切都將雨過天晴