Tax my energy and harden my hear by neagitive thought.

Rant, rave, stomp, and fret over life's trivious.

Speak out the words of demanation, curses, woe, and complaint.

Frighten myself for the unkonwn future.

Get fainthearted, hardhearted, and dishearted.

Be sieged by my selfishness, arrogance, and impatience.