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 I always live in fear of death from childhood well into my adult life. When I was a little girl, I was always in the hazardous death of my father who made a living as a seaman. The sudden accidents of the careless teenage, the haunting menace of the illness of the alcoholic, and the dying of any poverty-stricken families were all inevitable memory in my childhood. Even being an adult, the fear of death is always in my life. I am aware that most of my families are on the quick-path of death. The chronic physical and mental illness of the alcoholic families are the most suffering of my life. I am always bathed in the fear of the loss of my families mentally and physically. Now I am facing the danger of my mother’s death. I try to lower my anxiety and pain which is not helpful to every one. I have transferred from grief to growth. I know that adversity is an unavoidable part of the human experience. And I find whenever I am afflicted by adversity, my families and I are bounded more deeply by our aspiration to search for support, connection, solace, and hope from one another. I can handle most of life's challenges without too much pain and suffering, but some adversities are life-changing, and that's the element of legend. Not only can I get up, but my experience of adversity may even start me down a path to a fuller, richer, more meaningful life than you were living before. When adversity turns your life upside down, when it blocks you or leads you away from what you want your life to be, it might seem like joy, meaning and purpose have gone missing. |
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