However, you rob of the most important thing in my life: self-love.
In the lower financial family, the relationship of the families is always tight and stressed. Poor parents’ modeling, family’s conflicts, and numerous disasters sap all harmony and happiness, let alone self-love.

With lower self-love, I dare not to ask what I want.
With deficient self-worth, I dismiss my power and waste all energy in the negative.

It is a continuous fight. Fight or flight? I am always choosing to fight while other families choose flight in the alcohol, depression, desperation, and self-destruction.

Low self-worth is the biggest price of poverty.
And the low self-worth is also the main cause of poverty as well.
The poor with low self-worth dare not to order or ask what they want from the whole universe.
Before dismiss their fixed consciousness of self-love, they can’t choose right thoughts, words, and action to get what they deserve.

The only savor for their poverty mentally and physically would be only the higher perspective-that is we are love ourselves; our life itself is abundant and prosperous enough.

When we do not have self-worth, we cannot be abundant and prosperous. We came from a consciousness that knows only love. That is only love. When we diss-align ourselves with the truth of who we are, we experience separation from those vibrations in the form of poor relationships, limited financial well being, and even poor health. In other words, you can’t “diss” yourself, and expect to attract abundance.

That is why I have to love.
Only to love can I dismiss myself from the poverty.
I have to love
Concern those who need me.
Care those who are not lovely.
Listen to those who are not lovable.

So that’s why I am happy to be a teacher which makes my love visible.
That’s why I can’t leave my families forever…….