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My journey of searching “Who am I?” “Where am I going?”
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The Journey Started 



In Grade 7, after the initial contact of
the world of Sigmund Freud, I began to ask God: “If you say you are God, who am
I then?”



 



Leaving my
hometown



At age of 25, I left Taiwan to attend the graduate
school at the
University of Wisconsin. I
remembered
before the long trip, my
parents and I went to a Buddhist temple to ask for Buddha’s blessings. I looked
up at the revered Buddha image and prayed: “Please take care of my parents…
Since you need to take care of a lot of people who come to you, I will take
care of myself. Do not worry about me!” I then
forgot about Buddha completely. While i
n the US, I
joined the Christian church for almost 2 years. At one point, I thought I had
found what I was looking for; however, I did not find the inner God until I went back to Taiwan after graduation.



 



While I was in the US, I had traveled to 26 states and felt familiar with
many places and people. These experiences prompted me
to ask
questions such as “Was I
here before this life
time?” “Why did I feel like home when I stood in the Navajo Native American
reservation area?” “What was
this all about?”



 



Where is God now?



I was 27 when I went back to Taiwan and
taught in a university. I met my Master who was trained by a Tibetan Buddhist
tradition and worked in the management for a computer company. He led me to the
world of meditation and to search the inner God. I was told that someday in the
future I won’t need any teacher
nor master nor any book to tell
me what to do
or who
I am
. 



I
will be I am.



 



My family is
a gift



After I got married,
I committed myself to build a family and a strong marriage, which took me 15
years to come to this stage. I have kept my commitments and cherished that I have a wonderful husband and three
children who understand and support me all the way. The strongest foundation I
have built for my life is family.

Family is part of who I am now.



 



My Mission



Hypnosis helped me recover from migraine
and hay fever that I had suffered for a long time; it also helped me find my
paths. Dr. Brain Weiss and Dr. Sheng-Yin Chen are my first two teachers who
opened the door of Hypnosis for me. I feel at home in this field.

Here I finally found Who I am and What I
am
.



 



I am Love



The mission of this life is “ LOVE.



I came from God and all the past lives have
led me to here and now. I have learned how to love myself and also help others
find who they really are. This is What I
am and the reason I came again. It’s life.



Finally, I am home again.

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Bravo!
2010/07/11 08:28

Likewise, I am enchanted by this touching story... a story of personal quest.
You are blessed, my friend, for you've come to find your truth in here and now.

Looking forward to your new writings, too.

Sunny Tsai(催眠諮商師)(sunnypai) 於 2010-09-26 08:52 回覆:
How lucky I am to have been 
heard,
understood,
shared feeling,
Thank you
Thank you,
good to meet you AGAIN in this life time.

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wonderful sharing
2010/06/15 23:21

Thanks for the wonderful sharing of your own life experiences, Sunny. You are truly blessed in that you know how to search for your own destiny, and you are fortunately to have found what you are looking for. 

I am looking forward to reading more of your excellent writing.

Sunny Tsai(催眠諮商師)(sunnypai) 於 2010-06-16 05:45 回覆:
For my dear friend,
A good THANK YOU from my heart.
Wish me a good presentation tonight at:
http://onrichmondhill.com/events.php?id=6133