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"We think by feeling, what is there to know?" -- Theodore Roethke.

But we don't think by feeling.  We think by thinking.  We don't feel.  We think about feeling. 

Once upon a time, when we were children, we felt.  And then one day we "grew up" and we stopped.

I took a long walk today, in the snow.  It was snowing and dusk was approaching, but I wanted to see the pond and the bay covered in snow.  Walking along -- feeling the cold air, feeling the snow crunching beneath my shoes, feeling the snow lightly falling, in the falling light...

It reminded me of feeling - as a child.  It reminded me that as an adult, we think instead of feel. We think about who we are.  We think about who others perceive we are.  We think about the perfect job.  We think about the perfect life.  And then we think about why we don't have the perfect job, the perfect life...

Our feelings are layered over, encumbered, suffocated with thought.  And while we are thinking, life flows by... and we don't feel the cold air, the crunchy snow, the falling light... we don't live, we're too busy thinking about living...

Thought=life = "...an incomprehensible enchantment..."

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2009/01/20 16:10
One cynical folk used to tell me "If you try to feel  in your daily life, then it's like driving a Ferrari with one foot on the brake."  Quite a sad man is he, I shall say.

My personal struggle in the career life which I am obliged to share with you. I used to feel a lot,  among which I can name just a few:  passion, honor, and curiosity etc.  Afterward I notice a rule via bruises "Those who survive in those jobs are the numb droning ones who never feel a thing in it. " You can figure out that I didn't thrive well on those posts which gave me such a caustic scar  till now.

I still want to feel about things at work. But hope becomes dimmer and dimmer. The good thing is "Life is not all about jobs." I am starting to look out from some other windows.

I will tell you if that works for me.

 

powerful(tinaleong) 於 2009-01-20 23:28 回覆:

Live at the moment, live consciously, then you start to feel the  presence without fearing the future or regretting the past.  We're so overly-burdened and distracted by the world-- values,  competition, temptation.... Suffocating. 

Your words are filled with passion, and  a trace of that curious kid  you were used to be.  Sadly  discouraged as most of us,  you are caught up with the myth of ego.  The genuine you is the essense of your life which lies in your heart, not in your mind. 

"Life is unfair".  However, aren't we humen too confined to judge that.  Like the nursery song goes, "row row row your boat... merrily.., life is but a dream."


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2009/01/20 13:49

It is time to leave to airport.

I just want to say thanks for having nice talk.

And happy Chinese New Year.

Yes, you are right, we all more like thinking than feeling.

I am thinking, it is snowing in Michigan?


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2009/01/20 09:14

感覺好深奧

超強的喔!

powerful(tinaleong) 於 2009-01-20 09:26 回覆:

是腦袋凍壞了 放棄思考

一腳一步看著雪裡的腳印

腳下發出的聲音很原始

周遭被冰雪封凍起來

冷颼颼 意姍姍

步入林間 涉水而行

大自然引我重拾兒提的真實