I feel sleepy right now,

but I can't go to bed so far.

I feel tired right now,

but I have to act like an energetic woman.

I feel helpless right now,

but I have to pretend I am strong.

I feel like having a sweet dream on my comfortable bed right away,

but I still have something important needs to be done.

Don't be lazy, Helen. Be aggressive, Helen.

You have learned a lesson from this experience---Never put off whatever can be dealt today till tomorrow. Never say " Wait and see." Wait till tomorrow."

Instead of putting off something, I should do it right now. I should finish it today.