However, everyone has countless colors for uncountable emotions and many complicated feelings, such as accepted, rejected, abandoned, left out, criticized, lectured to, preached to, judged, discriminated against, mocked, appreciated, unappreciated, supported, unsupported, uncomfortable, optimistic, pessimistic, hopeless, discouraged, encouraged, afraid, respected, disrespected, motivated, unmotivated, free, controlled, obligated, burdened, needy, in control, out of control, validated, invalidated, competent, incompetent, jealous, sad, lonely, ignored, important, unimportant, proud, confident, worthy, deserving, unworthy, undeserving, excited, fulfilled, and rewarded.
Actually, everyone has his/her protective colors.
Having various faces toward different people, under different situations, at different places and at different time is like the protective colors of the chameleon which changes its skin colors all the time to fit the environment and prevents itself from being hurt. We can't change our skin colors but we have the right to express our complicated inner feelings on our faces. After all, we are emotional animals and those positive or negative feelings are inevitable in our lifetime and we should admit, examine, and discover the meanings behind are precious sensations in our inner world.
Those colorful emotions are like visitors who come and go easily and quickly. They could be regarded and welcomed as VIP guests and they could be treated friendly and nicely. Most important of all, they could be cherished as the unforgettable moments, and I can maintain good relationships with them as well. After all, they are parts of me, and they’ve contributed a lot to make me wiser, experienced, and complete.
Actually, be true to myself and I will meet my true color with a bright smile.
Haha, just like having a box of crayons or color pens at hand, only when I make good use of each unique color can I color my life truly and beautifully.