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然而，事實上我並非那般自外於世，我當然曉得生存於世是無從逃遁，也無所逃遁，必得在生存狀態下去體會生命之現實或生存的事實；生命是永遠地體會，每一時，每一段生存過程都是在體會，在領悟，無以窮盡的領悟或學習過程，無論我企圖逃避與否，況且也絕對逃遁不了的。人生就是這樣逼人進去去經驗與時間累積的過程。但似乎人生只是一段過程，一種進程。生命就只有過程，終點卻不包含在生命行進過程中，因為終點即完結或死亡，縱然它仍然是在体驗，只是它己是在進行另一進程。輪到了終點，所有生命過程與經歷也都化為烏有。所以我以為人生就是那一段生存過程，就人生命過程本身言，並不是朝向終點累積，而是朝向一無所有去行進，所有生命或生活過程的累積，最後一翻轉全都不存在，人的一生無論就過程，或就人的整體性而言就是這麼空泛與無有。
However, in fact, I am not so self-existing. I certainly know that living in the world is impossible to escape, and there is no escape. I must experience the reality of life or the fact of survival in the state of existence; experience life is a process that runs through forever. Every time. Every part of the life process is in recognition, in comprehension, inexhaustible comprehension or learning process, no matter how I try to escape or not, it is absolutely impossible to escape. Life is such a process of compelling people into experience and time accumulation. But it seems that life is only a process, a process. Life is only a process, but the end point is not included in the course of life, because the end point is the end or death, even though it is still experiencing, but it is already doing another process. At the end of the cycle, all life processes and experiences have vanished. Therefore, I thought that life is the survival process. As far as the life process itself is concerned, it is not accumulating toward the end, but moving toward nothing, the accumulation of all life or life processes, and the last flip does not exist. The process, or in terms of human integrity, is so vague and non-existent.
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