I have been thinking who I am and where am I from? My life has been through endured great pain and sufferance since I was born. Am I incarnation of some one or am I a person who had been sent here for purpose of a penalty or for purpose of other destiny?

Why my father, well, I thought that he was my father, tried to kill me or wanted to sell me like the live-stock since I had a memory of my life. I do look like my mom yet why nobody in my family has the same blood type as mine. I couldn't survive without my mom who fearlessly protected me from my father who ferociously attacked me with any opportunity. I did not think that he would let me live as his every assault on me was exhibited to extreme fierceness and unrestrained violence and brutality since I was born or I had a memory of my life until he died when I was eight years old.

Some strange dreams intertwined with my real life. I had dreams of events which have occurred at a later time in my real life. However, I would not realize until half way or almost near the end of events yet I was quite aware of what the ending of the events would be.

I am scared of been along in the dark. Either I had been pursued by small powerful creature or it had been detrimental effects of environment. I saw and it looked like a monkey with fury or malignity in both looks and actions flied around the bed or climbed on the rods which were used to support the mosquito net as it happened every time when I fell asleep. It thrust mass forces exerted in weighed down on my body. I was terrified and I did not know how to fight back as I was too small, about 10 years to 11 years old, or I was not strong enough even the creature was my size yet the creature was much fury and strong in actions. I struggled to wake up but the creature’s mass forces were too strong. However, the creature’s purples seemed not to kill me but frightened me. Eventually, the creature would go away for the night. It happened almost every night for almost a year or more and I was so scared to fall asleep. Ultimately, the creature let me along either I was getting older and stronger to fight back or the creature had other missions.

Jennie’s Story is based on true story of my life. The story filled with horror, the unbearable sorrow, and an appearance of transcending the known laws of nature. One should make one’s own judgment after reading the Jennie’s Story if I am in my fantasy life or I have been under the delusion or said the life has never been fair.

  Jennie PC Chiang/江佩珍 12/26/11 美國