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今天早上錯過了二寶的校車,於是開車送他到學校,覺得天氣特別冷,車子發動的聲音和平常不一樣,好似有點困難,在車上聽到廣播,說有些地方水管破裂等等。回到家,右座上有河東獅吃剩下的橘子皮,我想順便拿出去丟,發現橘子皮整個是結凍的,硬得像磚頭一樣。 進了屋子叫醒大寶,等他出門後,我替河東獅搬東西上車順便暖車,聽到NPR(National Public Radio)在報導溫度是華氏零下二十度時,"bitterly cold",這是播報員的用詞,他報完以後,加了一句話說:”I recommend you call in sick." 建議聽眾請病假。我在想,那他自己怎麼沒有請病假呢? 華氏零下二十度,換算成攝氏(華氏度數減三十二後再乘以九分之五),是零下二十八度八。難怪,昨天晚上,好像整個晚上暖氣一直在燒,轟隆隆的,沒停過幾次。 我忽然想起高中國文課本清代學者 汪中 所寫的一篇文章,講到作者小時候家貧,母親帶著向人乞食,一天吃不到一餐飯,居處破敝,一面牆還是用草蓆代替。其中說到,即使在寒冬裡,也只有草堆可睡的苦境:「每冬夜號寒,母子相擁,不自意全濟,比見晨光,則欣然有生望焉。」(見附錄一) 如果汪中凍死了,歷史上就少了一個偉大的學者,昨天晚上那麼冷,不知道有沒有人凍死?其中有幾個來不及長大的汪中? 芝加哥市有二百九十多萬人,和台北市的人口差不多。依據芝城無家聯盟的調查(見附錄二節錄),從二千零五年七月到二千零六年六月,在芝城共有七萬三千六百五十六人無家可歸。而平時每晚有二萬一千七十八人無家可歸(包括九千八百七十一個小孩), 其中只有四千六百五十四人被安置到安置所(shelter),一萬六千四百二十四人沒有安置所(no access to a shelter)。 這一萬六千多沒有被政府安置的人,其中有將近一半的小孩,他們昨天晚上到底在那裡度過?是怎麼度過的?他們度過了嗎? ========================================== 附錄一 先母鄒孺人靈表 汪中 。。。。。 日常使姐守舍,攜中及妹,傫然丐於親故,率日不得一食;歸則藉藁於地。每冬夜號寒,母子相擁,不自意全濟,比見晨光,則欣然有生望焉。迨中入學宮,游藝四方,稍致甘旨之養。母百病交攻,緜歷歲月,竟致不起。嗚呼痛哉! 語譯: 先母名維貞,祖先是無錫縣人,明末遷居江都縣;同宗共七支,其中六支都絕了後代,因此家譜亡失,世系不明。外祖父名鼐,是個不曾作官的儒生,外祖母姓張。外祖父當年在家中設私塾教學生,先母空暇時就在屏風後聽課,因此私塾中所教的書都能背誦。外祖母早死,外祖父衰老虛弱,母親盡心奉養,撫育兩個弟弟有恩,家事料理得很有條理。等到嫁給汪家,汪家本就貧窮,先父原是入贅的。伯父要賣掉住宅,祖宗神主沒地方安置,先母說:「哪有做媳婦而不奉祀公婆的?」就請求外祖父撥另外的房間供奉。後來伯父、叔父幾人,都來一起生活,先父體弱多病,無力謀生,先母生了兩男兩女,家中沒有男僕婢女,喝的吃的穿的,都由先母一人供應,一個月裡有大半日子不能安睡。先君子過世,伯叔父們更貧困,日子久了就離開各自謀生去了。先母教幾個女學生,同時幫人做鞋子維持生計,還希望保得住孩子們。碰上大饑荒,窮到一無所有無憑藉可活命。 遷移到北城,住的只有三席地方,左面沒牆壁,用草席來遮蔽。白天叫姊姊看著家,先母帶領我和妹妹,頹喪地到親戚家乞討,常整天吃不到一頓飯。回來就在地上鋪著稻稈睡覺。冬天夜裡冷得哀號,母子相擁,想不到能安全度過,等到看見早晨陽光,才高興地發現自己還有活下來的指望。到我中了秀才,到各處遊學講藝,稍能準備些鮮美食物奉養母親,而母親已得了各種疾病,纏綿幾年,終於去世。唉,眞是悲痛啊! 先母天性忠誠、質樸、慈愛、祥和,一生沒有誑言妄語,對待晚輩有恩惠,多方照顧體念。當我小時,同族親戚沒有憐恤的。母親九死一生,流離轉徙,撫養孤兒,以至於成家立業。先母體質本來強健,一向不看病吃藥,總計先母活了七十六歲,少時苦於操作勞累,中年飽受饑荒貧乏之苦,老年苦於疾病纏綿折磨。加上天倫的乖離,人事的不順利,她的一生,很少有過一天的歡樂。說到她受的挫折和傷害,就是金石也可以被銷毀,更何況血肉之軀呢?所以母親雖是中等之壽去世,絕不能說她天賦的壽數就只有這些。唉!母親生養我的恩情,初喪母親的哀痛,本是人人一樣的;家庭得以重新興起,可是母親卻被累積的勞苦折磨死了。不相識的路人都會傷感,何況兒女呢?先母在乾隆五十二年七月辛丑初一日逝世,合葬在先父墓裡,她的哀子汪中泣血立此石碑,寫此墓表,說: 唉!這是汪氏節母的墳墓,她經歷千辛萬苦撫育後嗣,希望後人保護這墳墓與樹木。 =========================
附錄二: Chicago Coalition for the Homeless /In collaboration with the Survey Research Laboratory at the University of KEY FINDINGS: Chicago’s Estimated Homeless Population in the Course of a Year · 73,656 people were homeless in · Of those, 26,413 were children, 12,007 were adults in families, 32,105 were single adults, and 7,243 were unaccompanied homeless youth [There is some overlap with between the unaccompanied homeless youth and the other numbers because the definition of homeless youth includes minors (counted under children), youth ages 18-21 (counted single adults) and pregnant and parenting youth (counted as adults in families)] · Of those, 19,477 were served in shelters and 54,179, were living on the streets, doubled-up, in cars, in abandoned buildings, or in some other location that was not a fixed, regular, and adequate nighttime residence. · Of the members of families, 9,048 were served in shelters and 29,372 were living doubled-up. · Of the single adults, 9150 were served in shelters and 22,955 were not served by shelters (Note: It is not known whether those single adults were doubled- up or on the street or in some other situation because a different methodology was used to estimate single adults not served in shelters.) · Of the homeless youth, 1,279 were served in shelters and 5,964 were not served in shelters. Chicago’s Estimated Homeless Population on an Average Night · 21,078 people were homeless on a typical night in · Of those, 4,654 were served in shelters and 16,424 did not access shelters. · Of those, 9,871 were children, 3,824 were adults in families, 6,803 were single adults, and 1,348 were unaccompanied homeless youth. [There is some overlap with the homeless youth and the other numbers as described above] · Of the members of families, 2,595 were served in shelters and 11,100 were doubled up. · Of the single adults, 1,939 were served in shelters and 4,864 were not served in shelters. · Of the homeless youth 464 were receiving services (this includes shelter, but also non-residential services) and 784 were not receiving services. ============================ |
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