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the End of the World(Tell me why?)
2009/06/20 00:48:51瀏覽544|回應1|推薦23
Lee-Hom,
 
who will read this?
who could understand this?
is that you?
OH, I can't stand, I can't bare...
Loving you but I can't touch you, even talk with you,
Sometimes catch your business schedule just like a normal/regular fan if I know I could?
If you give me chance to walk on your stage, I will be afraid and without courage to do so.  Do you know?
how can I be with you??
should I?
May I?
 
Those feelings are illusion or just my over fantasy? I don't want it that way! This ain't good!
The world is still running, and it doesn't change a bit.
You just do all that you can do, a fully support loving family, lots of good friends, your career fans in the whole world, your every hard working and giving..., what else??
Oh, you deserve these. There's no doubt.
in my world, my emotions always go with you, I can't explain why, I just know I need you, I just can't help to love you, Because I have already loved you too much and too deep since long time ago! 
will you feel scare or not feeling well when you know about this?  Please don't get any hurt from me.
do you know who I am?
Of course I must be a fan of you.
who is tinyfan, who is wisdom, I you can call me Wang, Little. Little./ 汪小小 Yap, they are all me.
and what will I get?  worst or nothing ever happened?
 
why I always have you in my dreams especially when I fall asleep in bed?
You or Whom can tell me the right answer?
Life in my life is a hard struggle, I am not well, I am down, if without God, guess what I will become?
I hate to think of bad things about you, really really dislike it!!!  There's no reason to make me doing so.  Because both we are not hanging out, never stay together in the same place, not having a time that for you and me along, and we both never talk to each other or further more...I know and totally understand.
I don't want you give up or sacrifice anything,
I desire to feel real you and wish it will truly happen in my life immediately.
Or realize let go or let God right away.
I strongly need try to find the correct order in the confusions.  Hope God can help and bless me and you!  Amen!!!! in the name of Honor God.
 
You Gotta know,
 
2009.06.19.pm11:09 Tinyfan/Wisdom

 


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小小,妳要振作,
2009/06/21 11:57

真想給妳一個當頭棒喝,敲醒妳的執迷不悟。

愛上遙不可及的星星是多麼的不切實際啊!

妳要活在真實的世界裏,不要做那種虛幻的夢。

看到妳的文章,我的心好痛,因為我了解妳的痛苦和無奈,灰心和絕望!

遙不可及的星星是眾人的,妳只能欣賞,但不能愛慕和佔有。

妳是個聰明的女孩,唯獨感情的事想不開;

別人說什麼都沒有用,只有妳能救自己,醒來吧,就當是做了一場夢!

我希望妳能好好的活在真實的世界裏,找一個外表不是那麼出色,但真情真意平凡的男朋友吧!

或把精神寄托於妳的宗教,嗜好,和學習吧!

總之,希望妳快樂!

小小,要振作,我真的很擔心妳!

汪小小(sonywisdom) 於 2009-06-21 18:50 回覆:

謝謝您的鼓勵(關愛).

之前看過一位女性朋友的網誌, 故事中的她描述著自己年少時遭遇了如何痛苦悲慘的家庭環境背景, 讓她不得不趁著長大時找機會"趕緊隨便找人嫁了!" 這或許是當時她解救自己苦難唯一想到的方法, 但是我看了卻覺得很痛苦, 有種無奈.  我寫了回應給她, 希望她可以愈來愈好.  但我並不知道她是否結婚了就會永遠保證幸福.  只能為她祝福禱告.

婚姻的苦與樂這件事, 只有經歷過的人才明白. 其中的心酸五味雜陳, 我們這些門外漢只能旁觀或聽享.

單身的狀況心態, 是身不由己嗎?! 我不知道! 只知道選擇單身或保持單身, 有著相同情感的人才會明白.

試著, 一種溝通, 像是個會隨時為你加油打氣的良知朋友, 沒有任何企圖, 只願你好. 陪伴著你一種溫暖的感情, 單純的像個天使, 聖潔為你守望, 直到永遠.  是一份永恆良善的友誼並你知道這是上帝的祝福. 讓人成長~Amen.