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認識妳這麼多年了，感謝妳在我每一次受傷時，細心的呵護，冰敷，熱敷，按摩。從今天起，為了妳，我不會再去無謂的撲球，無謂的拼命，我的身體不是只屬於我自己的。 第二段： 會為了您，從小到大看著我受傷而擔心，而一度想阻止我去拼命。那天在爸爸的病床邊時，雖然跟您說，受傷是運動的一部份，沒有受過傷，無法突破體能與技巧的限制；但是，是該看看自己的年紀與復原的能力。快四十年了，不該再讓您擔心身上的傷，是該收斂些了。 這幾個禮拜比了一些球賽，克制著自己，以不受傷為重，雖然表現比計畫中差了許多，但是，至少不會再斷手，斷腳，摔到腰了。 因為： 一家人都有許多活動。受傷，常常會影響大家的計畫，為了不重要的比賽而受傷，是不負責任的行為。 因為： 身體髮膚受之父母。不能再被擔心身上的運動傷害。為了比賽的精神，我會盡全力，雖然拼命是我的天性，但是，受了傷，下一場就不能打，或是逼的放棄其他的活動，那也是愚蠢的。今天的我，一場球比不上一個球季，比不上一輩子的運動生命重要。是該以能規律，能持續運動為第一優先，而不是只逞一時的英雄。我心情上是失落的，但是，這似乎是我人生必需的轉折。 因為妳，因為您。 Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid 我會更注重安全的，我會開始擔心受傷了。 第三段： 而更是因為看了您這一生，我知道人生有很長的路要走，運動的傷害只是一部份，不小心會走上讓自己傷得更重的路。 I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 這幾天，常常聽到這首歌，更讓我想著您。您倒下那年，我還這麼年輕，您倒下之前，雖然試著幫您承擔心中的苦，但是我還是沒辦法當您的依靠，看著您落寞的眼神，我不知道能做什麼。而現在，更不知道能做什麼。那時，看著似乎只是安穩睡著的您，我不知道該怎麼去看這整個事件。在病房陪您時，看著電視上南亞海嘯的殺傷力，覺得生命是寶貴的。盡量幫您打氣，讓您的生命繼續下來，您也很爭氣的渡過了多層的難關。 幾年了，現在的我，不知道還能為您做什麼，只想試著讓您的生命繼續下來，以我一部份的生命去實現您心中的夢想。 I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night For the same damn thing 知道您還在那，卻無法再跟您說話。站在您身邊，不知您聽得到我的聲音嗎？ Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid 我很怕，會不會走上跟您同樣的路，因為我們是如此的相同，但又活在如此不同的時空。我帶著贏得的彩帶，在您身邊跟您說我的近況，跟您說奧運的新聞，希望您聽得到，但是，我真的快放棄了。 為了妳，為了您，還有您，我會試著盡力去活出這生命的價值，也會試著避免再受傷害，各方面的。 I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you Content “ It's about the cycle of families, like you act how your parents acted towards you and then your kids act how you acted towards them, and it's all about breaking that cycle if it was a bad one [...] It's one of those songs that everybody's kind of gonna relate to, but you're not happy about that. It's very close to home [for me]. I OK'd it with my family and everything because they think it's important, because we're obviously very different now than we were when we were younger. And it's important for people to see that raw kind of emotion that happens in life. It sucks sometimes, so it's important to see that I think. ” —Kelly Clarkson, MTV News |
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