Happy Helen 說:
 
jerri 說:(上午 10:22)
good morning
let's work
 
jerri 說:
 
 hi
Happy Helen 說:
 hi
 hAH
 good morning
 haha, I think I am very ill

jerri 說:
 

Happy Helen 說:
 wow

jerri 說:
 no way

Happy Helen 說:
 nice to know that

jerri 說:
 u are sitting in front of the computer, u can do it

Happy Helen 說:
 haha

jerri 說:
 have all the paper with u
 that's what i did , bring all the paper with me , all the time

Happy Helen 說:
 I see
 I bring my heart with me
 not my brain
 not my head

jerri 說:
 not enough. please

Happy Helen 說:
 and not my hands

jerri 說:
 u have to ,
 at least a little bit everyday
 to look at ur paper

Happy Helen 說:
 haha, something I know for sure but I just don't wanna put my head and hands at it
 yeah
 I know that for sure
 God knows what happened to me
 I am not who I used to be

jerri 說:
 Mrs. Hsu always tell me to do a little bit everyday

Happy Helen 說:
 yeah
 that is true

jerri 說:
 do u need any medication?
 do u want me to accompany you?
 i can do that

Happy Helen 說:
 thanks

jerri 說:
 let's go to the hospital

Happy Helen 說:
 haha
 not that kind of serious
 but it is kind of run-away

jerri 說:

Happy Helen 說:
 just like the run-away bride who runs away from her husband-to-be

jerri 說:
 ha
 sounds cute

Happy Helen 說:
 my thesis is my husband-to-be

jerri 說:
 

Happy Helen 說:
 I think I know that kind of feeling

jerri 說:
 problems seem still there, but i tried to ignore them
 yeah

Happy Helen 說:
 even though you know you can meet the balance if you choose to face it
 you still act like an ostrich

jerri 說:
 ha

Happy Helen 說:
 ostrich
 burying my head under the mess
 and pretend I am blind and I can see nothing

jerri 說:
 we all like to do that

Happy Helen 說:
 you know I have plenty of time to put my head, heart and hands on my thesis writing
 I just don't want to do it

jerri 說:
 oh, please, at least move a little

Happy Helen 說:
 even though I have warned myself thousands of times, it is uselss
 I lock myself
 I have to find the key first

jerri 說:
 since we don't have classes any more, there will be no move

Happy Helen 說:
 the key to solve the mental problem
 which stops me from approaching to somewhere I am determined to be

jerri 說:
 the key is always there, in ur hand

Happy Helen 說:
 actually, I think it is buried deep inside

jerri 說:
 open it, you will see
 ai

Happy Helen 說:
 It takes some time to dig it out
 I never question about my ability to write something meaningful

jerri 說:
 i remember the first time i saw u, u told the principle that u will get the degree within two years

Happy Helen 說:
 but the more I wish to be productive in the field of teaching or research, the further I pull myself away from the right track
 yeah

jerri 說:
 please find that Helen back

Happy Helen 說:
 haha
 she got lost
 she has been lost for quite a long time
 even she herself doesn't know where she is

jerri 說:
 we have invested so much money
 don't give up

Happy Helen 說:
 yeah
 I know I will get there
 but I don't know when

jerri 說:
 oh,
 just at least, open ur file, take a loot at it

Happy Helen 說:
 haha
jerri 說:
 have a little brainstorm