I am quite low today. I don't know why.

Suddenly, I feel like crying.

Tears are falling like countless little  rivers and my round face becomes the big ocean which is generous enough to contain those isolated rivers.

Complicated thoughts occupy my brain. I couldn't think logically. ( Haha, the funny thing is that I never think logically.)

Actually, I never have a clear brain due to the reason that I am always too sentimental and moody.

Actually, I am never good at analyzing causes and effects. I always do  things and deal with problems with my intuition and the sixth sense based on moody emotions.

Actually, I seldom do things according to their priorities, however, I do with those matters according to my likes and dislikes.

Actually, I am also very subjective instead of being objective.

Actually, I am always chasing after the pleasant sensation and suffering feelings under stresses or from challenging pressures.

Actually, it seems that I enjoy being tortured by meeting the approaching deadlines.

Actually, I spend most of my precious time on daydreaming instead of being productive and being helpful.

Why do I waste my time doing lots of nonsense?

Should I put up with my own nonsense all the time?

Can I think  systematically, logically and critically instead of creatively?

Can I have my own trustworthy self-discipline?

 Can I give myself chances to accomplish a certain task with a well-planned schedule?

Can I adopt  a particular pattern of behaviour without letting myself follow my free will of doing nonsense and daydreaming?

Can I adhere to a certain order and practice self-control?

Can I motivate myself to be more objective in my research writing?

Can I stop writing or talking all rubbish?

Can I put myself together to read more papers and write something useful and helpful ?

Stop using those emotional and sentimental wordings.

Be precise.

Be simple.

Get to the point.