我原以為自己追求的是"自由“，仔細想想，其實真的想要的，叫“自在"，它們乍看很像，但擁有不同意義。自在是，能做想要的，即使有所限制，卻不覺被束縛。

　　有個藝術家叫楊士毅，他以前的作品黑白陰鬱，得了不少獎，主題表現了他對生命的痛苦絕望。後來他去中國探訪了位剪紙大娘，她繽紛的童趣世界讓他有所轉變，他開始希望作品是能帶給他人幸福的感受，從此，剪出了一片片動人的紅......

　　希望我的作品和人生能少些灰暗，多帶給人幸福感，尤其是自己，希望你也是。而也許，學會對自己真正誠實，才有辦法開始辦到吧。

　　I dont know what is the real reason that you dont want to respond my message......You chose some ways for chasing and keeping the life you want .But why you seems not as happy as you want to show to others for these years?

　　Since I first met you.I start to be look foward to see you again.Time goes by, its been over 4 years.......Before I went to Ireland, you promised that we can meet after I coming back.....but........

　　maybe just as Simone de Beauvoir says:"only if you asked to see me,our meeting would be meaningful."

　　"Someday or oneday",the drama I love recently.I cry a lot for that.Wanna to see you.

　　I evny those people who can meet each other without any reasons.......