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2018/05/24 12:08:11瀏覽15|回應0|推薦0
Early summer, is our southwest most comfortable time, the morning sun is bright, the birds language flowers, evening breeze study, walk, chat, alone all just good! Not the most beautiful April! Perhaps this April is the most memorable and the most difficult day.


You and I met in this season, everything is like every story of youth, I was so attracted to you, you three high me, but I am to hear your voice on the muddy path with you for a long time, I did not dare to show I was so like you, but can overcome the fear of dark, up early in the morning every day to you after the road encounter the miracle, when home poor, but I still put my hair every day use detergent to wash clean and you encounter hong kong Company Formation.


We are two of the village, just across a river, river on both sides are paddy field, we go to school is the way you walk along your foot of the village, I walked along in my bottom of the village, although far away, I can see you at home out of the village, can hear you talking to someone else, then I start from home, went to the two the confluence of the village the bridge just met you, and meet with you to see your smiling face, can let me in a warm winter morning in the afternoon, I will stare at you at the school classroom, if you first I will have to fly out of the classroom and school you meet, you may encounter can only say some kind words, Or say nothing.


Fortunately, more and more time we can meet, we become more and more familiar with, all I know all about you, even know who you village like you, that your class have a favorable to you, even with my classmates all have a love you and I both know, but we said nothing like have the tacit understanding, but it is strange that you go to school learn around a circle from my village, I asked myself, but to think with you have more opportunity to go to school register a company in HK, my in the mind are cheering, also why you are.


The day is gone, you graduated, I heard that you want to go to the army, but you are stopped by your parents, you are the eldest brother, you may take more than me! I will go to study abroad, I will go to school with my missing you, but to see your heart is so strong. Have a holiday, I go home the first thing he said hope to see you, then your only video room opened two village, village of two young people only place of entertainment in the evening, I also borrow to see the film came to see you, you have completely took over the projection room of your home, also runs good, almost late night full, here I am, you didn't let me see the film, but in your work and you brag, you say that you envy me to continue reading, you said you wanted to meet a soldier also go out chuang chuang, can not let your parents, you still let me borrow books for you, say you very idle during the day, I can find you. I sent you your book the next day, but you sent me a wonderful notebook. You say: "I remember you love to write diary, this to you incorporate hong kong company," I was ecstasy in my heart, take a notebook ran all the way home, from now on, I'm more serious write a diary, write full of your deep thoughts.


You sent me a notebook every semester, and I wrote it every semester, until I graduated, and you sent me a note in my notebook: "I love you!" I don't know how much after I see, how happy I didn't sleep a night, the second day you come to me, I don't know what to say with you, but usually we talk about not over words at that time could not say a word, you see my embarrassment, and I know you used to have a heart of I, we both no longer mention, the same association, but we all know, we are in love. The holiday is my most happy holiday, we often meet, almost about to go climbing partner, both of us are the same, so friends don't know our things, I was also the only college girl in the village, the partners all envy me, blessing me, you also encourage me to complete their studies, said I also bearing the weight of the university of your dream. The night I was going, you hugged me and kissed me, and I couldn't remember anything you said. But I know you didn't promise me anything.


I read the university, you go to work, we were supposed to see graduation, so university vacation back also didn't see you, but I heard you in hainan, a year come back again, are you married, my body blow, look, really want to go looking for you, ask you why, but let me find a excuse to self-esteem back to school, from then on, in addition to the Spring Festival, I never go back, when he was working but I met you, you look mature many, but have a look and age discrepancy of vicissitudes of life, we also chatted days in eat together, like nothing happened friend we meet, I didn't ask you that why? You also did not explain what, you asked me to work in earnest, I didn't speak, but have been tears in the eyes of the pin, and finally you said let me completely, you say: "I'm sorry", I know you look in the eyes, but you don't believe my feelings! Because I didn't tell you my feelings well, I never showed you my diary, it was full of love, but our distance is getting further and further away.


Now that we have families and lives, we treat each other as old friends and occasionally contact each other, knowing that each other is well. Occasional greeting, occasionally chat, in those years is unforgettable, but can only treasure, I know he is right, if we really go to today, the ending is not necessarily more painful, first love is wonderful, and talked first love love is a beautiful thing, but can only become memories!
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