When I don't like what I did, I will self-examinate. It seems that doing some introspection is a good way to get better. However, it sometimes makes me feeling down and becomes the reason why I hate myself. It is not because of high request. Instead, the reason is that I had known what I did is bad, but I still chose to do!! Oh my gosh, I am just digging my own grave. If you were me, you must get angry, too.

During this spring break, I reviewed the last year's happenings. I found I have many bad habits. So, in 2011 I wish I can get rid of them.

Time flies. I am a junior now. I think it is time to determine my next step. Last week, my relatives and I went to a temple in MiaoLi called 朝南宮, which is very efficacious. Each of my cousin and my brother drew a fortune stick or toss divination blocks for love, business or studies, but I didn't. At first I wanted the gods to give me some directions, but then I thought whatever the answer is I will still do it - studying abroad. It is my dream since I was a child, but there are two main difficulties I have to overcome. The first one is that I have to pass the TOEFL test. The Second is money. As for money, I think about applying for scholarship and personal training for art and design the Ministry of Education sponsored. I wish I can make my dream come true. "Impossible is nothing." I told to myself. Beyond any question, no pain ,no gain.