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2006 / 12 / 27 (1 歲 2 個月)  It's been a month living alone, being a full-time mother, being a hermit, not dressing up, not contacting with outside world, and not doing any teaching job. I don't want to keep things in status quo. I want to have others acompany, free from demanding motherhood, go out, dress myself up, and do my favorite teaching job. But I have to wait for the greatest challenge and risk to deliver my girl. I am aware that there will be lots of change in the future and I will be too occupied to satisfy my inner invokes and desires. Maybe I am afraid of the coming reponsibilities and eager to grasp present moment to fufill my wildreams. I want to take a trip, do some shopping, laugh with others, and dress myself up. I want to rant and rave, whine, and release my stress and lonliness. I want to feel great for what I am doing now. I want to do my teaching job. Maybe I am stupid to realize what I am doing now are all great and the status quo is the best condition for me. I should be content about my present condition. The point is to change my mindset to be more willing and wise to enjoy the moment now. |
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