I seldom chat with friends on the msn recently due to the reason that my niece always asks me to accompany her to share our bedtime story together.

However, today while coming back from the school, I figured out she has already fallen asleep. Tonight I had a great time chatting with three net friends on the msn.

One of them shared  with me that his attitude toward love is quite straightforward—he is courageous to show his special affections toward his loved one on the crowded street with a loud and romantic tone by saying “ I love you” in public. Besides, he dares to kiss his loved one on the bus just to show his love. He summed up with the conclusion that “His attitude toward his loved one is like a foreigner who is open and willing to show his special affections toward the loved ones directly and bravely.  

Another friend who used to be my junior college classmate, we just had an easy talk with lots of cute photos and some easy greetings. The feeling of chatting with her without a certain topic is easy with an easy mood. Knowing her is doing well alone in Taipei is great as well.

The other net friend of mine proposed a question which reminded me of my current low spirits because of my brother. The question is like following, “when you meet with frustration, how can you inspire yourself?” I answered him by quoting like this, “Today is the worst day,but tomorrow will be another new beginning. Haha”.

To be honest, I was quite low few days ago for losing my faith toward a certain person--my brother. Since he hurt me badly, I still wanna to wake him up in every possible way. Since I know it is an impossible mission, I still wanna keep trying until I make it. That is because I always remind myself of one quote, “A winner never quits and a quitter never wins.”

Although I feel helpless and hopeless from time to time,  I still believe “He will be awaken up because he finally figures out that  he needs to change a little bit day after day. He is like a person who always loses his memories due to the reason that he couldn't learn the lessons from those previous mistakes or he needs someone to remind him of those previous lessons and encouraging him in some creative ways. On the contrary, I am like an alarm clock which has been trying so hard to wake him up in different ways even when I am running out of my batteries, I still keep waking him up with my last breath.

Luckily, I have the worst memories, too. I always forget how much I have been hurt badly and how many times I have been treated unequally and felt painful. Fortunately, Happy Helen always tries hard to have a brand new beginning every day whenever I open up my eyes and reach out my arms.

Here is a nice quote which is well described my current situation. Haha, maybe I become wiser after experiencing so many challenges. “Wisdom is the quality that keeps you from getting into situations where you need it”. -Doug Larson

My eyes become heavier, my eye sights become weaker, my brain becomes empty, and there is one tender voice repeats, " Go to bed, Helen. You gonna have a brand new day with great smiles on March 14."

I shall greet you " Good night right now. " Wish you a marvelous day on Winning Wednesday

I have seven-hour-lesson today. I shall go to bed and have a sound sleep. Good night, Helen.