I've never known ---knowing what I am searching for in my life. But when I read the line"第一件是：你想要一樣東西，你就一定要得到；你一定要得到，就要拚命去爭取。"

I start to think maybe that is because I am lack of the desire for achieving my goal, I am lack of the desire for fulfilling my dreams, I am lack of the desire for self motivation, and I am lack of the desire for being the true me.

I used to be a dreamer, I used to be a fighter who is always fighting against the reality, I used to be a person full of passion and energy, I used to believe life is full of happiness and sadness, I used to pretend I am always happy and positive and I used to take my dairy as my close friend who can keep my secrets and share every special moment in my life.

And now, I realize life is short and full of challenges and my missions to be here are to enjoy every special moment with every special person around me, to love others, to share, to give, to find myself, to be happy, to be healthy, and to be wealthy in mind.

I don't need to be successful or rich, I don't need to possess everything, I don't need to be someone else, and I don't need to be so aggressive.

All I need is to be happy.

All I need is to search for my own happiness.

Helen