I'm least on family for my age, 也相差7~19 years of age, never think that have a man appear on my life, maybe... should be happy that a must man was appear, but I fell 不能適應, 或許我知道, 未來會發生的事, 事情雖然改變的很不明顯, 但隨著時間, "must"會發生的, they made me so afraid, 可是當下卻必須掩住心情, 開心的迎接, now... 不僅僅多了一個人 on my life, 而是多了七個人, 未來一定還會有更多人闖進我的生命裡, 害怕的事情... 漸漸的... I'm thinking... that C'est La Vie... right?!