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| This is my wish I hope you know somebody loves you May all your dreams stay big Hi, NiuNiu, You might arrive at the hotel now, I think. I will get your phone call soon, I hope. I should go to the South Keys to buy something, but your sister slept after her supper. I know she is tired today, so I won't wake her up. I will find something to do instead of going out. It is cold and getting dark. I'd better not go out tonight, I know. Last night, I and your sister had discussed a lot about your near coming future. We know there is a very good art school in Ottawa, and we were thinking of your French immersion program need to be completed, then you can have a diploma which will help your career. We hope what we considered won't narrow your view, or limit your talent. Actually, I discussed with your sister about you very often, especially after you sleep. I know you do not like me nor your father, your sister. It is ok, I won't be angry about it. Today I went to a blog, listening a song, and the singers sing, "This is my wish, I hope you know somebody loves you, May all your dreams stay big." I was just thinking of you. Yes, that is. That is all I want you know. When I was very young, I would like my mother can just do the same "good things" as my classmate's mother. I like her very much, every time when I visited my classmate's, her mother always watched all kids doing homework together, always nice voice, nice dress, a perfect mother. So I definitely know what your feeling to Melaika's mom. She is nice, beautiful, very elegant woman, I like her for sure. I told her, "it is very hard to say no to you, Joanne." And she was so happy that I gave the permission to her so you can go with her to join the Ben's show. Her families all like you, even the big black dog. Now you are Joanne's responsibility for these three days. She will make you happy, I know. What do you think that if she carries the responsibility for three years, thirty years, even more .......both of you will be happy and nice to each other every day, every hour, every minute? You are someone that I borrow from Buddha, from the moment I gave you the birth, I was in charge to take care of you. I am not proud of doing this, or want you to pay back to me. Remember one day I told you that you and me only this life become daughter and mother this relationship, who will know for the next? And I do not wish to come back the world, so maybe we could not find each other anymore. Just let's do our best to build the best relationship for each other this life. When Joanne said that you and your sister are very good kids, both of you laughed, and asked me, "We are? " I said, "yes, you are." You both are good kids only you ignore the "bad moment you made for each other." I am sure, "individually", you are good kids. Do I have any expectation to you? Yes, I do. I hope you are healthy, happy, nice, beautiful, nobody hurts you, rich.... This is my wish I hope you know somebody loves you May all your dreams stay big Hope you have fun with Joanne, Melaika and Ben in Toronto, I will pray for it. |
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