come here ,

I want to show you something .......

I want to show you everything .......

I want to show you my radiance

I want to shine my light

directly into you

I want you to feel it burn

right through to the core of you

and as I am fully illuminated ,

I want you to melt

into the warmth of me ,

to bathe in my glow ,

to recognize my pureness ,

my innocence , forever untouched ,

never defiled .

look closely now ...............

here , my authenticity is exalted

this is where you will see the real me

I want to show you my darkness

I want to pull you

into my delths and wrap

my suffocating void around you

at the bottom of my well ,

I want you to witness

my excavation

as I overturn every stone

by it's most jagged edge ,

I want you to hear my nervous laughter

as it rips through the flesh

of my delicate fingertips

I want you to see my cry

as my blood spills

back into the earth

look closely now ...............

here , my authenticity is rooted

here is where you will see the real me

and when

I stand in the light

of a new evolution , please

don't shield my eyes

just

hold

my

hand

and when I crawl under the porch to die ,

please don't reach your hand through the lattice ,

frantically searching for a leg to pull

just take off your shoes

get on your knees

and crawl in next to me

you

don't have to do

anything

just be

with

me

be with me as I live

be with me as I die

come here

I want to show you something ...............

I want to show you everything ..................