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2006年11月30日 START:身體美不美,你開始評價!那裡肥了點,是不是個頭太小,乳房也沒有賣點,那,紅色的血液,拉出的線條,臉上的微笑,你看見了沒?這裡談的應該是性愛,付出以及千篇一律的祈求。從如畫的場景移動,我嚇了一跳,到底接下來,赤裸的身軀,要作什麼?你或許認識她,在黑暗中漫舞的冰島女人。碧玉的表演天份,常介於藝術與爛草莓之間。 喜歡旋轉,舞動自己的身體,某種緣故,放棄;正開始認識自己的身體,某種緣故,厭惡觸碰,鏡子面前,畏畏縮縮。肉、骨、血、色,意義的建立,放棄認識及過度擺弄,失去平衡,承認不懂,藉由好奇啟發的一切摸索,是通用的躲藏,還是無意義的建構,直到身體裡有另一個生命附著,我把紅色的血液,拉成管線,雙手奉上。 女,找尋過去場景,證明自己今日自信缺缺的根源。找到了,會痊癒?還是沒有自信的依附浪漫的言語作繭自縛?男女相同,百年不變,千年不懂!給了一個機會,重新來過,事務繁忙,功課壓力真重,在固定的儀式裡為求生存,盲目奉送。 架上,乳房的歷史發光,不久前的回憶,腳邊的參考書藉,零亂的籌碼,準備明天有模有樣的上場。十分鐘,集合了男女的目光,準備妥當,不怕。被車撞,沒時間準備;被背叛,沒時間準備;時間不夠,很不夠用,三分之一的存活機率,沒有參考書可以閱讀整理,望著堅強的女人乾涸的眼框,我的意識站在最失落的中央,像被關進透明的玻璃箱,投入海底,給妳少許的氧氣,無助的死亡。 最近,我是這樣,一直回頭觀看自己,試圖與我認識的曾經接軌,教訓沈睡,不因外求,導致忽略真正的需求。這部影片,帶點兒自我的觀感來描述跳躍的思考,敲字時,MIKE哭了,我起身抱他,餵他,直到睡著,天亮。 【Cocoon】繭 Who would have known That a boy like him Would have entered me lightly Restoring my blisses Who would have known That a boy like him After sharing my core Would stay going nowhere Who would have known A beauty this immense Who would have known A saintly trance Who would have known Miraculous breath To inhale a beard Loaded with courage Who would have known That a boy like him Possessed of magical Sensitivity Who would approach a girl like me Who caresses cradles his head In her bosom He slides inside Half awake, half asleep We faint back Into sleephood When I wake up The second time In his arms Gorgeousness He's still inside me Who would have known Who ahhh Who would have known A train of pearls Cabin by cabin Is shot precisely Across an ocean From a mouth From a From the mouth Of a girl like me To a boy To a boy To a boy ▲影片來自YOU TO BE,歌詞來自六一。 |
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