This year for me is a big change . I entered the military service , I broke up with my six-year long girlfriend , and lately got a new relationship with a lovely girl. My ex-girlfriend is a sentimental and pretty girl. But I don't know after these years I am seeing with her, my feeling to her is becoming little by little. Even I treat her just like my family members. There is no valentine's love between us. I am in a contraversy about the sad moment. I know the long time will decrease the feeling. Finally I decided to become her best friend instead of a valentine. Shortly I find another girl who gave me love that I encountered at the working place. She is still a colledge student and we had been collegues for about two years. She is an independent woman and surprisingly she is busy in working to earn money to support her family. I appreciate such kind of a girl. She is pre-mature than her actual age. I know she is not willing to work for three different jobs. It's all because the best and the worst thing - money! Everybody knows money is important and knows if we don't have money we can't do many things. My parents are handicaped with deaf-and-mute. So I grow up almost with no sound. Because they are disabled , it's diffcult for them to find jobs. Money becomes a pressure. My elder brother chose to be a volunteer military captain. My younger brother read in a vocational school with a part time job ofered by school. I found a part time job at KFC and did some asistance to one of my graduate school professor. So we brothers live to make money. That's why I can understand she's so tired of working.