I am not a Catholic,
but why I always say："Oh! ! Jesus! ! "

I do not really love you,
but why I so miss you while everytime i feel lonely ? 

My English is so poor,
but why I always writing a secret diary in English while injured wholeheartedly.


I was wrong,
after I know everything about you clearly, I know that ---I was wrong.

Then I have vomitted,
when I see the another side behind you clearly, I vomitted sickly.


Woman !!
you get wrong, fault is it treat my emotion to other man the same eyes to spend in you

The man does not only feel about the sweet woman like you that sexual desire runs high

not about sex, not about occupy, not about compete with the other.

What I want is " love ", the truly love is experienced I wanna give you.

A simply sense in my arms.


The goddess in my heart is collapsed

My heart has sustained a severe injury too
I'm no longer believe the ture love any more.



Sorry ,i am so sorry.........
I am cardialgia,
Maybe, I have really fallen in love with you.

that's why i am so distressed.