最近練高爾夫球的進度不甚滿意，但也許就跟打球和做人的本質一樣；得按部就班，一天一小步，累積起來就會慢慢的展現出成果。

近來一直想增加速度，所以又把所學的基礎一次又一次的琢磨。但越練卻越亂，中間的挫折讓我又一度的想放棄。也許就跟做人一樣，得自強不息。我已不知道到底是在練球，還是在練心智。maybe it's just like the life cycle and everything else alike. without death there is no birth; constructions come from destructions. It just keeps going, never would it end. Sometimes u thought u've already grasped the idea but to realize that what u knew wasn't as nearly profound. 好像不管任何事情，都得先被打到無底深淵，然後才能再慢慢爬上來。中間還常得被一些莫名其妙的落石k，如此又往下掉。要先能爬到之前的最高點而再突破實在是有如登天般難。 I've asked myself, "why the hell and how the hell in the world did u get urself into such a nasty place?" The bad news, or should I say the good news, is that u could be sable and enjoy this status, but u would never move on. Change is a weird thing. People hate it to guts. Especially when u've archieved certian level, and that's good enough in other people's eyes, why change? In addition, a change wouldn't nessecary follow by a success, or not even a breakthrough. Sad isn't it? However, it's individual's choice to whether hold such a pessimistic thought, or to be positive. It's all about attitudes. It's about how u see youself, and not frame youself in a limited horizon, which is the comfortable zone you've found and dwelt after a harsh journey that was very similar to the one u are going through now. Most people don't have the courage to tear down the current working system in order to examine every part of it for the future improvment then put them back together. One of the reasons people are afraid is that it's risk. No one can gaurantee that this improvement would eventually archieve, and worse yet, after disassembly the possiblity of inablity to put them back together, which all you left with are pieces of junks that wouldn't work at all.

(to be contiuned)