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Eighteen years old when the first time a person you like, I'm sure that is a simple love, because the young could not say the word "love", it comes to love is blush, even in the heart say "I love you", face all radiant with unnatural light immediately.
We do exercises in the classroom together, listen to him to me, in the exercise book to write the math, I carefully read him, return is a problem about half an hour I didn't understand, knock my head with his pen, looked at his angry touch kind, I silly smile.
Like this, because just novel gradually diluted at university.
19 for the first time to fall in love, he is a good boy, I think it is the bud of love, but for the sake of what? Don't know, is like, because the university need a new way of life, or long intimacy together, now I already fuzzy, memory is like a painting, the farther from the, it looks more beautiful;
At that time, we often for a long time on the phone, because each other scattered in different areas, SMS, QQ, I would like a fool. Copy of the other side of the text one by one in the notebook, whenever see lovers sweet campus is passed by, the heart to be full, and then give him a call, the mundane details of the day lively and interesting, will be thinking about want to ride to meet...
The first love, in his own quest for freedom capricious in the end.
A young age, when friends their own age to love for life to death, love was black and blue all over, and will always be older or a n experienced person education, "so small, you know what is love, to futz around day and night, after you experienced a dramatic event, would know".
We don't argue, young, can have no reason to be so-called elders and a n experienced person contemptuous deny, your argument will be understood as not mature performance. Tube him, anyway, we all think you very understand love at that time, we see ma all is love.
20-24 years old, met two people, a let him remember and a let oneself forget.
First, I think he loves me, because no one has ever so gentle, careful care about my mood, no one is so romantic, thoughtful gifts and surprise for me, there is not a person no matter I am so capricious this favor, inclusive me.
Second, I think I love him, because I have never been to a person pay so patience, persistence and so long, no one let me become so timid and cowardly.
Mature, why always need to pay so much cost, hurt and being hurt.
In the three or four years, I learned to drink, smoke, and tell people, listen to all kinds of sad love song, constantly write oneself mood, always do injury oneself of matter, as if to prove that he really loved, and how the pain of love, how vigorous. In that age, doesn't seem to get a "vigorous, the sky were to fall," as if you don't have the love!
Finally is inherently weak heart get more fragile, do not understand what is true love, do not understand the meaning of two people together, there is always a feeling of a broken, in body, soul, and that kind of feeling "and son xielao"? "As long as you want, as long as I have," everlasting feelings? That kind of "every day without you is very black and white" feelings? -- love? I saw at that time is confused, puzzled why he does not love me, why he was cheating on, why I don't love him, why he is so good to me...
Still do not understand love? Suddenly in nearly 30 years old, ear fill is: "don't believe what love, age coming, hurry to find personal married, love this kind of things are false, two people's actual board, together for a long time naturally have the feelings, the key is to find a love you of person." Well, love in this period is defined as - the people who love you.
Life has not give us more time to find the so-called love, teenager really want to love is quite near to us very close, at least we think so, at that time even if the people around you think you do not understand love. When we can go to understand love, but they don't believe that it is love, profligacy more time looking for the love, in love, in the question love; The people around by the time the vacant, began to persuade you, don't believe in love, the so-called love is to look for a love you of person, then to get a life, affection, and out of the family.
As a teenager we pure and romantic, believe in our life is love, even if be questioned; Youth is a arrogant and inferiority, what is love? What is commitment? What is the specific? We don't pass oneself, also don't pass love us and those we love; Middle age we numb and tired, life, real life in front of us, getting married, house, car, parents, children, not care so much, the love has become so small so small, we are living with.
As a teenager we see only love, youth when we see are confused, we see the middle age can be a life.慢慢地變得溫暖 這樣的宿命,我們不可更改 用善良的心去對待這個世界 我卻莫名的懷念起雪來 沒有目的 風裡都夾雜著雨水的味道 含笑看人生 と、ブログ あなたに 一方で、
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