https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nME2cRJTlc4 

(p.s. if the copyright is offended, please tell me!

I'll cut it out at once!! Please do not accuse me!!!)

Tonight is my holiday night.

I've not prepare to talk about my people relation now,

because I didn't prepare ready.

Until I heard the song.

My dear, I've got your call in the day.

But, I'm sorry that I can't pick it up.

I'm sorry I couldn't.

You'd know you are my very one, however,

you aren't sure now.

I don't know how your life be this year nor do you know me.

The distance is not so far in geography, but far in mind.

The reason I can't tell you now, even in the blog here.

I still wish you can receive my message from air,

like Avril song's vedio When you're gone. 

A scene is a woman who's husband has gone to battlefield cried

in the moment when she receive a message from he:

I'm okay, I miss you.

My dear, I hope one day we can be together again.

Maybe it needs years, maybe everyone forget me then.

I will do all effort I can.

Please wait for me.

I'll show you a very different world of mine.

We then can chat the life of us these years.

I won't leave you again, I promise.

I wish I could laughed with you in the future life.

I wish could let us join each of us' daily life in the future.

Don't miss again.

To prevent it happen again, I have to work hard now.

so, My Dear, sorry I didn't attending your wedding.

I don't know how to express, but wish you know:

I do love you,

deeply, and forever. 

p.s. I  have to apologize first that I won't edit the text ever.

I just want to keep the moment of the feeling.

Though the paragraph is chaos with numerous mistakes...