親愛的瑪麗（請容許我這樣稱呼）
                                                                               
                                                                               
或許妳還曾為我們的第一次見面感到唐突，
                                                                               
我是不曾貶低過妳從前的生活的，
                                                                               
只擔憂著將來的妳是否值得我去熱愛，
                                                                               
即便有人說幾百法郎便可換得一夜深情，
                                                                               
那在我看來是種污穢，
                                                                               
任何文字對於妳的形繪，都是一種褻瀆，
                                                                               
除了純真之外。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
妳知道我是愛著妳的，妳的肺病令我難堪，

反令我害了人們所畏忌的相思，
                                                                               
妳可否記得第二次我們相遇的那場悲劇，
                                                                               
〝請跳華爾茲〞的八步短音，
                                                                               
可憐的Weber被妳罵得狗血淋頭，
                                                                               
那第三段停格的大調成了我倆邂逅的註記，
                                                                               
爾後妳咳出血來了。
                                                                                
我衝著一股憐憫尾隨你而至，
                                                                               
長久以來的迷戀頓時奔放，
                                                                               
妳知道妳在我心頭及精神上佔據著重要的地位啊！
                                                                               
我賭咒永遠愛妳，當茶花顏色褪變了時，
                                                                               
妳便是我的情婦了。


被一個聖潔的花柳女子所愛是一種幸福，
                                                                               
受肉體折磨的靈魂早已殘破不堪她們愛人是無奈的迫求，
                                                                               
真正得到她們的愛，也許是真性靈所要求的大愛了。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我的苦楚在腦中鬱悶，忌妒，無理的忌妒在我身上盤旋，
                                                                               
為何我只是妳孤寂時候的情夫罷了？
                                                                               
欺騙的毒咒惡狠狠的傷得我遍體鱗傷，
                                                                               
我要離開妳了，我要裝出一種淡然而漠不關心的辭色，
                                                                               
繼續維持我那近乎動搖的自尊。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
妳的懺悔使我軟化了我的意志，
                                                                               
我終究只是妳的奴隸而已啊！

妳形容那般可憐的飄零生物，
                                                                               
多麼令我心疼，抑不住的熱淚滾滾濕潤了
                                                                               
我的衣裳，原諒吧！請原諒我的無知及孩子氣。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我的生命是屬於你的，
                                                                               
瑪格麗特！
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
在淳樸的鄉村時光，有時讓我們睡上一天，
                                                                               
享受寧靜的溫存，讓窗幔遮掩住任何一絲會打擾我們的光，
                                                                               
亦或是漫步在覆滿青草氣息的小道，

追逐著，嬉戲著，慵懶地躺在新生的大地，讓漂泊的風洗禮，
                                                                               
恣意吹拂著幸福的味道。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
好景不常，受詛咒的命運還是躲不著的，
                                                                               
妳背叛了誓言，
                                                                               
重回到舊時的淫亂生活，
                                                                               
我氣憤你的虛假不實，決心給妳難堪，
                                                                               
沒想到都是爸爸的阻擾，妳害得我好苦啊！
                                                                               
一次次痛斥我的自私，
                                                                               
當我的唇接上一個冰冷的軀體，
                                                                               
彷彿透露出妳無奈的傷悲，對不起……



歡愉，溫柔和欣慰從妳粉嫩的紅顏消失，
                                                                               
看著妳在棺內靜靜的躺著，
                                                                               
駭人的頭骨僅剩些微的毛髮，和兩個窟窿，
                                                                               
深深的印在上面，一陣想噁吐的屍臭隨著天際蔓延，
                                                                               
只是我聞不到，妳熟悉的香味仍在我身邊徘徊，
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                


別了，瑪格麗特
                                                                               
別了，那已逝去的愛－－
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                            永遠愛妳的   亞芒


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