小蓉 / 繪圖 攝影：【20160416 淡彩 / 敏盛醫院急診室】 舊作

這張生活速寫，是3年8個月前的舊作：

當天上午陪先生進入敏盛醫院急診室，

從觀察、診療、與等待安排病房之際，

冗長時間除了等待，心情也跟著焦慮了。

想撫慰自己的思緒可以平靜下來，

從背包裡拿出日常攜帶的小畫冊；

畫出病床前頭的午後診間。

當下僅僅勾勒出線條，終究未能馬上著色，

急診室裡憂心忡忡穿梭的病患與家屬，

也感染著我吧！

（先生當晚住進加護病房、6天後再也沒有回來過）

英文老歌……Which way you going BiIIy

Which way you going BiIIy

歌詞

Which way you goin, Billy? Can I go too? Which way you goin, Billy? Can I go with you? I really love you, Billy, And all this time, I thought you loved me, Billy, And you were mine. Im gonna miss you, Billy, And though Im trying, Im hurtin so bad, Billy, I cant help crying. You are my whole, babe, My heart and my soul, babe. Id have nothing to show, babe, If you should go away. You are my whole, babe, My heart and my soul, babe. Id have nothing to show, babe, If you should go. Which way you goin, Billy? Or need I ask? Cause you dont want me, Billy. Youre free at last. I wont forget you, Billy, For all my life. Ill always love you, Billy. Ill stay your wife.

You are my whole, babe, My heart and my soul, babe. Id have nothing to show, babe, If you should go away. You are my whole, babe, My heart and my soul, babe. Id have nothing to show, babe, If you should go.