I became almost speechless while having lunch in English. The M****** representative came to Taiwan for the season's visit. I still talked from time to time, but mostly were in Mandarin. He could understand Mandarin, but he is not good at speaking it. I just didn't have enough confidence. Also, I could barely find the right terms to describle what I thought. Akward. Akward. Akward. What I reap is what I sow. I deserve it.