I am sad and mad at the same time.

Sad about what happened 2 minutes ago.

I finally had the chance to talk to you, but I didn't know how to cherish it.
Instead, I was deliverying some negative messages.
So, at the end, you didn't want to talk to me.
That's really pathetic. I was expecting to express how much I miss you, and we two would have a good time. But,....