Yesterday morning, my father and I went to sweep the tomb.
What shocked me was my ignorance of my relatives.
Being a family member,
I didn't be active to get to know my distant relatives.
Why was I so quite?
Being quite was simply to build a fence between people and me.
To some extent,
I really wanted to make a smile.
But I couldn't.
It was awful that I didn't try to develop conversations.
I just let the stony silence be continued.
Why?
What on earth was I thinking???