It takes a lot of courage and skills to hold a meeting.

Why did I hesitate?

Why did I let the chance to slip away from my fingers?

What was I terrified of?

I said a few sentences, then I found I just wanna ask question without knowing how to get to the point and ask the right questions. Actually, I got to the point too quickly, then customer was at a loss, not knowing what I was trying to say. I shall practice.