《我想念我自己》（Still Alice）是一部 2014 年美國劇情片，由理查·葛拉薩與瓦希·魏斯特摩蘭聯合執導，改編自莉莎·潔諾娃所寫的 2007 年同名暢銷小說。本片由茱莉安·摩爾、亞歷·鮑德溫、克莉絲汀·史都華、凱特·柏絲沃與杭特·派瑞許主演，五人分別飾演罹患早發性阿茲海默症的愛麗絲、其夫約翰以及其三名子女。
本片於 2014 年 9 月 8 日在 2014 多倫多國際影展舉行世界首映。茱莉安·摩爾的精湛演出為其獲得多項國際殊榮，包含金球獎最佳戲劇類電影女主角、英國電影學院最佳女主角獎、評論家選擇獎最佳女主角獎、美國演員工會獎最佳女主角獎以及奧斯卡最佳女主角獎等 20 項大獎。
戲中最精彩的一場演講如下：
※ 文字稿：
"Good morning.
It's an honor to be here.
The poet Elizabeth Bishop once wrote:
'The art of losing isn't hard to master.
So many things seem filled
with the intent to be lost
that their loss is no disaster.'
I am not a poet.
I am a person living
with early onset Alzheimer's.
And as that person, I find myself
learning the art of losing every day.
Losing my bearings,
losing objects, losing sleep,
but mostly, losing memories."
Oh, no.
Thank you. Um...
I think I'll try to forget
that just happened.
"All my life,
I've accumulated memories.
They've become, in a way,
my most precious possessions.
The night I met my husband,
the first time I held my textbook
in my hands,
having children, making friends,
traveling the world.
Everything I accumulated in life,
everything I've worked so hard for,
now all that is being ripped away.
As you can imagine, or as you know,
this is hell.
But it gets worse.
Who can take us seriously
when we are so far
from who we once were?
Our strange behavior
and fumbled sentences
change others' perceptions of us
and our perception of ourselves.
We become ridiculous,
incapable, comic.
But this is not who we are.
This is our disease.
And like any disease, it has a cause,
it has a progression
and it could have a cure.
My greatest wish is that my children,
our children, the next generation,
do not have to face what I am facing.
But for the time being, I'm still alive.
I know I'm alive.
I have people I love dearly.
I have things I wanna do with my life.
I rail against myself
for not being able to remember things,
but I still have moments in the day
of pure happiness and joy.
And please,
do not think that I am suffering.
I am not suffering.
I am struggling.
Struggling to be a part of things,
to stay connected to who I once was.
'So live in the moment, ' I tell myself.
It's really all I can do.
Live in the moment.
And not beat myself up too much...
And not beat myself up too much
for mastering the art of losing.
One thing I will try to hold on to, though,
is the memory of speaking here today.
It will go.
I know it will.
It may be gone by tomorrow,
but it means so much
to be talking here today
like my old, ambitious self,
who was so fascinated
by communication."
Thank you for this opportunity.
It means the world to me.
Thank you.
※ Movie Script：Still Alice
來源：YouTube、Wikipedia、Sony Pictures
