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Carrying simple luggage, oneself alone, sitting on the bus to your country. The car on the road of plate bend, winding its way forward. All say eighteen curved road, trimmed into today's asphalt, is more than eighteen bend. Along the way, the car panted heavily as he struggled to climb, spit out a long black gas. As time goes by, I am going to set foot on the full engraved you memory of the village, the in the mind is very heavy, eyes sour. Turn a looked out of the window alexander hera wedding, evidence of the sunny or cloudy day. Sunshine convergence its sharp shock wave, there are some in the sky of the sky was a fish-belly grey nearly livid cloud.

Now, my feet step on this very yellow very yellow land. With open arms, like the sky looked up splash-ink, I deeply breathe, at the moment, sad I can't breathe under the same sky with you. Moment, tears like twist too tight strings, suddenly broke, tears like the river burst its Banks, open the floodgates. Aching heart quickly choked. Much transformed, from your departure for more than a year now, please forgive me until now once again set foot on this very yellow very yellow land. In the kingdom of heaven you, ok? I am alone, the in the mind empty, hesitation, helpless and heartache... Surrounded me, tormenting me all the time.

Grey sky like cried, even in the air with the flavor of acidity, acid can sniff out our distance. Standing on the ground, teary-eyed, looking at everything is floating in the tears. Little by little, everything is turning into smoke, gone, gone. Side of heaven and earth seems to only find it in my mind and I screamed, the troubled memories about you. Like watching the movie quickly, but still fresh.

Do you know? You say, is gradually increasing with age, did you see the light of life and death. Birth and death is a constant, like the cycle of replacement of all things alexander hera wedding. If one day I gone, don't sad, don't cry, this is death to be experienced. Be strong, so I can set his mind at to leave. After listening to what you said, I cried very fierce, tears. You touch my face, gently with your calloused hand to wipe away my tears and comfort me. I eventually blow your nose, sobbingly promised to you.

Say forever is so easy, but it really, really good hard. Unexpectedly when that day comes, it is a bolt from the blue to me. Hear your death of that a moment, first one leng, mind a blank, ear only echoes this sentence: say you died. Then tears burst its Banks, cry to cry. Lost you suddenly lost even my childhood, I lost myself. Thinking about once together with you every moment of life, thought: this is not true. Can be full of comfort around broke my fantasy. Heart pain, holding up, dragging, pestering, let me pain to suffocate. I lost you, I have no psychological preparation in this under the circumstances. Later can only rely on the memory back and forth miss you all alexander hera pre wedding.

Do you know? The land from after you leave it to me in a kind of color - yellow. Yellow was wailing colourful and yellow sadness, yellow to grief. You disappear from my world, in my spare time I think of you, always can't control his tears; You disappear from my world, in the middle of the night when I think of you, always cry to cry, it is difficult to sleep; You disappear from my world, lonely when thinking of you, always let tears; You disappear from my world, my dream when I think of you, always cry woke up and found a pillow towel wet... You disappear from my world, let I don't think I have childhood, because fewer witnesses - you.
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