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我不敢~
2006/02/27 01:36:00瀏覽10|回應0|推薦0
不知道我是怎麼了,唉~
那時候就突然想寫些話
居然直接po在bbs上寫了這麼多
可是卻明瞭就算寫了也不會改變現狀

寫的那天隔天沒有課,我就直直叮著螢幕寫到凌晨四點才寫完
到底要不要po上去我也想了很久,最後,我還是po了,反正打了那麼久
邊寫邊覺得真心酸,打球本來就是快樂的呀
怎麼我居然邊寫邊滴一公升的眼淚(哈)
上學期難以言喻的心情又浮上檯面了

怎麼老王就這麼悠閒的說~不過打球開心最重要
這可真是最高境界!可卻是最原始的!!
oh my god~~let me think think~~

不想心就這麼懸在那
我要快樂?

總而言之,言而總之,我會加油,妳們也要加油
系際盃就開打了,大三了比賽還是會緊張的....





小的我不敢
                                                                               
把妳們操到鐵腿~
                                                                               
大概十個有八個會逃之夭夭吧~
                                                                               
這是縱容嗎?會進步嗎?
                                                                               
就現在輕鬆的練球來說,照樣,人人能退則退,人人能閃則閃
                                                                               
我們是   比上不足很多  比下已經餘不多
                                                                               
下禮拜系際盃開打  我也不是唱衰,是真的這樣阿
                                                                               
但我也不知道該怎麼........說阿
                                                                               
既使姑娘知道練球是五點,可卻偏要先吃完晚餐在練球,悠哉~
                                                                               
既使姑娘知道練球是十點,但也是毫不在乎的睡過去了~
                                                                               
常常,不睡過頭的也是那幾個少數人,會睡過頭的永遠都是那幾個
                                                                                
什麼理由都沒有,消失在密室  許久沒練球的人也都存在
                                                                               
搞不好聽到"練球"兩個字對妳們來說實在是太陌生了
                                                                               
小的我是清楚地明白我們現在的慘況!
                                                                               
                                                                               
更別題操到鐵腿了吧~各位姊姊!以這種態度,不行的吧~
                                                                               
懷念嗎?過去的時光是再也不會回來,再難過 時間也不會理你
                                                                               
我只想創造現在的奇蹟miracle,不過是越來越渺茫...
                                                                               
                                                                               
我記得以前在小大一的那時候,學姐很強調防守
                                                                               
進攻幾乎沒什麼練,系隊耶,滑步.12分鐘衝刺.折返跑....樣樣來
                                                                               
十分多元化的練球~.........殘念........但卻有很多人,包括學姐一起體驗"殘念"
                                                                               
說真的,小的我真的很痛恨 很喘很喘的感覺,卻還是要繼續跑步以我的慢速度前進
                                                                               
什麼事情都要親身體驗過才知道那有多麼難熬

之前大一剛進來看別人在做滑步表情痛苦的要命,心裡還是再想:"阿,是有這麼累喔"
                                                                               
但等到自己去做卻會連站都站不好,痛苦至極...隔幾天爬樓梯就會爬到想殺人.呵呵
                                                                               
進攻就隨心打,因為防守真的比進攻更重要了~是吧?!
                                                                               
學姐會插著腰在旁邊看到底哪裡出錯,然後直接說你犯了什麼錯,學習不間斷
                                                                               
小的我以前防守都會亂跑的呀,明明守區域就愛亂跑~
                                                                               
那時候的我只覺得我聽的懂,真的,但是那些動作我沒有一個能夠做的出來,超挫折的~
                                                                               
哈哈,當學姐問我懂嗎的時候,真的記得我笑笑的並且回說:聽的懂,但我不會~
                                                                               
我真的記得小大一的時候,學姐教學妹   非常像在雞同鴨講,呵
                                                                               
看著一心想進步的學妹們很心急想上籃上進可居然跌倒,撲ㄘ~
                                                                               
學姐會說慢慢來就好了
                                                                               
球線要那樣這樣守的,小的我很專心的在聽,心裡真的很崇拜學姐怎麼這麼強
                                                                               
現在我卻覺得好像延續不下去了.........

對不起,我也想起了以前,人要活在當下的吧
                                                                               
剩至還以為自己扔然是學妹,還以為自己還是大一生
                                                                               
但我不是,現在是大三老人
                                                                               
有責任要教學妹吧,但單憑幾隻貓的力量似乎不夠
                                                                               
                                                                               
我現在只能眼睜睜面對一個接著一個說著要離開
                                                                               
要正視.尊重妳們的選擇,只是~~
                                                                               
我不知道要怎麼繼續帶下去,是我迷失方向感呢,還是你們也沒了熱情
                                                                               
哪次練球超過十個人?這麼少人到底想怎樣?
                                                                               
每天來玩升關好了,贏了姊姊送你獎品拍拍手好不好呀 ^0^ ,這樣也是不錯拉
                                                                               
比賽最好是會超有默契...天下有這樣的午餐那我天天吃~倒吃甘蔗我也行
                                                                               
想打五五練防守,不行,不夠人,這不行那不行
                                                                                
一個一個不來練球,或許我真的無法教給你們什麼吧,因為我太差了
                                                                               
我沒有敏銳的觀察力與球技給予你們,沒有超強口才解釋給妳們知道必要的技巧
                                                                               
我不知道我是不是個好學姐,但我很努力成為
                                                                               
現在,再也沒辦法了,腦袋瓜窮了~
                                                                               
真難為
                                                                               
                                                                               
以後,學姐畢業後,這也是屬於妳們的天空
                                                                               
妳們真要這樣開創這樣前所未有的國貿女籃嗎
                                                                               
全部要看妳們要怎麼做~
                                                                               
又或許,問題通通在我身上只是我渾然不知吧





我們還有下禮拜即將開打的系際盃~
                                                                               
北貿盃.商管盃
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
練球是沒必要的..........妳們說是嗎
                                                                               
答案就只有你自己知
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
套一句話:妳們開心就好~






不過~到時候記得,我們還是要比賽.......
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