am going to see doctor, cause the caugh still linger in me

to think back that i might had been caugh about 3 month

my, i think i might died in it

but fortunatly i am still alive

thanks gods

though cant go out and play

but these day i have took lots of pic of my garden

the roses, the bla the bla,

i am not a good master right,

i even dont know what is their name

well actually i know all of their chinese name but not in english sorry

also these days i have met a great author, his name is alain de botton

good i can spell his name right.

i have bought about 10 of his book

the first one is the arts of travel, and i think he is a genius after reading this book

so i bought all of his book just want to know him better

and i think its very worth to do it

he is a really genius

i so enjoy all the thing he say

the analyse, the explain, the step he try to tell the story he express

so wonderful

though he is one year younger than me, but i am totally adore him

i wish i could learn some wisdom from him

the philosophy he held is really effected me

though his major in uni is history, but his philosophy anilyst is really gorgeous

i think i will spend more time on philosophy in my future life

so we can see a books power, how a book effect people.

and now i am in this field to publish book,

how can i not to publish right,

to earn money is one thing

but there is nothing attracted me more about to move a person's heart

to express great ideas, and to make the world better.

and i think i have the oppertunity to do the things which is meaningful

feel so good, whenever i have a right track in my life

even now is sick 

i know the virus never beats me

i will conquer all of the problem

if i am not afraid to die, what else can make me fear

nothing

i would rather live like a bee, to take their courage

they visit my garden every day they are not afraid of me the stranger like me, and the strange garden for them

they are not afraid to be harmed

me too

i am full of courage to face the things which in front of me

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