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閱讀的好處似乎是人所皆知的,可以不執著閱讀的種類,也是得到智慧的方法之一。若這本書的軟性深入可以讓您喜歡的話,那麼一定是作者的功力。如果您覺得少了驚濤駭浪,在某些方面而言是安定的力量拋擲在心底造成。繁華塵囂屬誰過,努力以赴、或命定、或運氣都該有吧。 But Jonas had been disappointed, and she knew it by the unmistakable sadness in his usually shining eyes. She had told him her mother needed help with the new baby, the main excuse she’d given. Dismayed, he pressed her repeatedly to reconsider. The hardest part was not being able to share her real reason with him. Had Jonas known the truth, he would have been soundly stunned. (19頁):Jonas對Leah未接受他的計劃而失望並一再施壓Leah,但不能說出姊姊的事的狀況下背腹受敵。她只能借口媽媽又生了嬰兒需要照料。最為難的事是Leah若告知真相的話,Jonas也會驚訝的。在一般社會或Amish,女人生產是為家族增添生命力,即使死胎都該被親友關心,Sadie的生產或許有不適公開的情況,甚至Leah的男友。在20頁提到Leah獨處時常到Leizzie阿姨住的林子靜修以離眾姊妹的目光,想起之前Sadie與其男友常避人耳目在一起,然後懷孕的事。Amish原屬基督教門諾派分裂後的教派,婚前的男女關係是該純潔無瑕的,通常犯了此律法的男女要“shunning”「迴避」人群或脫離Amish。Aunt Lizzie似乎有“shunning” 「迴避」的傾向,獨自居住樹林間。 Leah和Sadie雖是姊妹,但人各有體,想法行為盡是有所不同的。Sadie lay still next to her. “I’m thinking a girl oughta write whatever she pleases to a beau….”( 25頁)︰在夜裡Leah試圖找機會安慰Sadie時,Sadie 提及只要討男友beau歡心的事,想說的都可以說,例如Sadie未婚產子的事。 Inwardly Leah sighed. Wasn’t that Sadie’s biggest problem? Doing whatever she pleased had nearly destroyed her young life. (25頁)Leah暗自嘆息, Sadie這種為所欲為的想法,不正是幾乎毀了她的青春嗎﹖似乎她們的父母親都未注意到Sadie越軌的事。為此Dr. Henry Schwartz也允諾秘密處理Sadie嬰兒的屍體。Sadie對於失去男嬰耿耿於懷,在行為上開始避開幼小的妹妹,或其他嬰兒、孕婦等。每每臨睡前,Leah靜默中求神撫慰姊姊對失嬰的傷痛,及時向神懺悔原諒。
Jonas與Leah持續書信courting交往,Jonas是Leah的表兄,即母系親戚的first cousin。父親顯然對鐵匠的兒子Gid,較適合自己的女兒。況且Gid常常左右協助教會及近日將在自己穀倉舉行的禮拜事宜等,虔誠、正直、榮耀神的子民形象,與像左右手的二女兒是最登對。在這裡需要提到,鑑於傳統中律法、血統、割禮的重要,或教派、區域的因素,使近親通婚聯姻普遍產生。某些遺傳基因疾病或產生時,Amish仍然對這種情形認為是神給的使命處之,近年來醫學家努力推展Amish異區聯姻降低遺傳基因疾病的機率,不過據統計其遺傳基因疾病或犯罪仍遠低於一般社會的發生機率。 Leah維持避開姊妹,獨自安靜中寫信給Jonas的習慣。找不到原有棵樹的陰蔭,卻山雨欲來中誤入一間狩獵小屋躲雨巧遇Aunt Lizzie。會友Naomi是Sadie的密有友,在向神認錯悔改曾誤入俗世English world後與傳教訂婚,並向Leah建議勸姊姊悔改。在舊約聖經中,大衛王也犯過許多的錯,由於及時向神悔改,神在很多時候都以祂潔白的帕子遮蓋了罪sin (道德上),也鼓勵人們身在地上,過聖潔屬靈的生活。雖說可能會有常常的悔改,但也在靈性上增長。“shunning” 「迴避」雖是social rejection社交生活上的隔離,其亦是靜思懺悔的含意,Sadie當是害怕這般的處罰,所以完全逃避或許是她的傾向。在任何有自治的社區中,對異己的排斥或遠離是難免的,也許就是這股力量約束著人們行為的傾向、活動。 雙胞胎妹妹Mary Ruth 與Hanna到外面購買手工藝材料,Mary Ruth順勢去圖書館借書,Hanna發現有人兜售與她雷同的繡製品,那該是她特別為Sadie所繡的贈禮。Sadie卻對Hanna詢問織繡的帕子去處無法交代, Sadie一反常拒絕抱最小的妹妹Lydiann,但今天Sadie卻主動抱著她、搖擺著搖椅、輕吟著搖籃曲。The first signs of Leah were a few snippets of cream-colored stationery, torn to shreds. Gid picked up several, noticing the words Dear Jonas in Leah’s own hand. Having attended school with her through eighth grade, he could have recognized her handwriting most anywhere. Truth be known, he was more than impressed with her neat writing, not to mention everything else about her, from as early as preschool days on. (154頁)﹕Leah為靜心寫信走入森林,過午未返家午餐,母親Ida擔心而請Gid幫忙尋找,在樹林下發現撕碎的乳白色信紙,Gid撿起碎紙可讀出Leah書寫的字樣Dear Jonas ,從小和Leah一起上學到八年級,她的字跡他一眼就能認出﹔不消說是寫字整齊讓人印象深刻,打從上學前Gid就對Leah的事瞭若指掌。塵世間的學習或學位、物質固然使生活多彩多姿,也是引誘人們罪性的驕傲、貪婪、物慾等。Amish依聖經對日常生活、德行、靈性的修練相當注重,在大多數的孩子完成中學後,鼓勵學習務農、工藝,以及繼續家庭、教會聖堂中的教導。Dat家是以由德國移民後Amish教派的讀經。He glanced at the torn pieces of Leah’s letter, feeling awkward with them in his hand. Had she changed her mind about something important, tearing up the letter this way? (155頁):Gid心中想著Leah、瞥見手中的碎紙倒尷尬起來。是否Leah有什麼其他事改變了寫下的心意?Gid的體會也許是瞭解童年玩伴所累積,或關心一個人而有的認知,神的子民對伴侶的抉擇也許是順從天意的完成,縱使知道Leah心繫遠在俄亥俄州的Jonas,他也盡著鄰居朋友的責任幫忙尋找Leah,在這傳說中危險地帶的森林,Aunt Lizzie當年就是在這森林被襲擊傷害過。顯然Leah未被警告過,才會獨自進入森林。牧羊犬King像獵犬般的嗅尋Leah的蹤跡、Gid嘶聲喊著…最後看見含淚迷路的Leah。 Leah柔軟的心成全姊姊至Jonas老闆家幫忙,世事就此變化。 |
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