那年，我22歲
Deeply in love without realising how deep I actually fell.
在幸福滿溢的時候，聽見了這首歌
我被歌曲的濃濃憂鬱所吸引
印象最深刻的，就是那句：
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.

而歌中一直不斷重複的
This is the closest thing to crazy

最經典的這句：
That there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness, and being close to you 

就算在人群中，我也不自覺心痛的鼻頭酸


那時候的我，以為愛情是可以控制的，愛情最好在最燦爛的時候完全封存起來．．
現在回想起來，才明瞭自己是多麼的自以為是
雖然是22歲，但是行為卻像17歲
這是最貼切的形容


那段愛情往事，我已經忘得差不多了
但是這首歌卻一直埋藏在我的心底
可惜我總是記不得歌手與歌名

所以他到最後，只剩下了sometihng when you 17還是19的記憶．．

在這麼多年之後，今天終於在P的幫助下，找到了這首記憶中的歌
重新聽了好幾遍，依舊同樣喜歡
只不過現在的自己已經不再陷在裡面，珍藏這段回憶，但卻也慶幸已經過去

愛情，就算是個錯誤的，似乎也無損它的美麗



And there, it is the link for the song that made me wrote down all from the above.

http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=5DCacIEbAlM


Then, did some own translation for this song. 

The Closest Thing To Crazy
by KATIE MELUA


How can I think I'm standing strong? 
Yet feel the air beneath my feet.
在感覺腳底有風時，我要如何說服自己站得很穩?
 
How can happiness feel so wrong? 
為何在幸福的時候感覺做錯了?

How can misery feel so sweet? 
為何折磨卻讓人覺得甜蜜?

How can you let me watch you sleep?
Then break my dreams the way you do. 
為何你讓我看你入睡，然後又親手粉碎我的夢?

How can I have got in so deep? 
我是如何陷得這麼深?

Why did i fall in love with you? 
為何我會愛上你?

[Chorus]
This is the closest thing to crazy
I have ever been.
這是我做過最接近瘋狂的事
 
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen. 
感覺像是22歲,行為卻如同17歲

This is the nearest thing to crazy
I have ever known.
這是我所知道最接近瘋狂的事 

But I was never crazy on my own. 
但是我從未因自己而瘋狂

And now I know 
而現在我了解

That there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness, and being close to you 
接近瘋狂,與接近你,其實兩者是有所關聯的

How can you let me fall apart?
Then break my fall with lovin lies. 
你怎能讓我支離破碎，然後又用花言巧語阻止我墜落？

It's so easy to break a heart,
It's so easy to close your eyes. 
讓人心碎是如此容易，閉上你的眼睛是何其容易

How can you treat me like a child?
Yet like a child I yearn for you. 
你怎能把我當孩子來對待?然而在這同時我卻又如同孩子般的渴望你?

How can anyone feel so wild?
How can anyone feel so blue? 
怎有人會感覺如此狂野?
怎會有人感覺如此憂鬱?

[Chorus]
This is the closest thing to crazy
I have ever been.
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen.
This is the nearest thing to crazy
I have ever known.
I was never crazy on my own.
And now I know
That there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness, and being close to you

And being close to you

And being close to you